You ever watch something and have a wave of sadness hit you full force? :'3

I've never really watched him or "connected" with him, but after watching SAD-ist's tribute vid and seeing how many lives have been affected, it all just hit so hard

I have never liked death or separation, and I still don't. Just thinking about the impact someone's life has made and then it being cut (whether long or short) is just too much for me. Especially funerals, and especially in movies. I'd say I'd be pretty fine if the death was short and the movie quickly moved on (aka my automatic coping mechanism: distraction). But if they drag it on, like Endgame and Httyd 2, the floodgates are just let loose

I have to get up in 5 and half hours to get ready for work. I am not mentally prepared :')