2 days into college by Aimee Carty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K6lSGiOvqg

I'm 2 days into college and I'm 3 lectures behind
there's this guy, let's name him Colin
and he says he wants to be mine

but it doesn't really sit with me quite right
cause he doesn't really the things I like
and I keep accidentally locking myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night

I wake up kinda weird
and I wake up kinda cold
and I wake up kinda tired
but I'll just sleep in when I'm old

see I don't like breaking rules
but don't like doing as I told
so I just float around and keep my head down and hope my life unfolds

and everyone's telling me that I doing so well
i try to trust them honestly, I find it hard to tell...
if I need work, or I need rest
I try my best, to try my best
I tell myself I say out loud
it's fine I'll figure it all out

I tend to forget, I'm still only quite young
in a way this life of mine only just begun
I've got time
I've got time

I'm 2 days into college with a busy, busy mind
that guy that we named him Colin he's so handsome he's so kind
my friends tell me I'm crazy, say I take it way too far
cause I told him that it's over cause he doesn't play guitar

I'm 2 days into college and my bedroom is a mess
there's just so much that I want to do that I have not done yet
there's just so much that I want to say and far too little breath
oh my mind is so run away, it's easy to forget...

that to everybody else it looks like I'm doing so well
i try to see it honestly, I find it hard to tell...
I've done wrong, or I've done right
I need a good night sleep tonight
they said go out, I said alright
I think I won't, I maybe might
I probably should just take it slow

I'll be all good, but god I know
the one thing that's important above everything else
is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself

I try believe it when I say
if it's meant to happen it'll happen anyway

I'll be fine

I've got time
I've got time

that's where I'm at to be honest
just 2 days
2 days into college

literally me rn /j