She told a joke.

She made them all laugh.

She smiled.

She talked.

She concealed her eyes.

She hid her bags.

She put so much blush on.

She wanted to look normal

She wanted to look healthy.

She went out with her friends.

He thought she was getting better.

She acted like she was better.

She wasn't.

She became a better actor.

Because she had to keep up with being normal.

Because she was breaking down.

Because she didn't want their pity.

Because she didn't want them breathing over her.

She didn't want them acting as if she were glass.

That's why she wasn't getting help.

Because that would happen.

And that would add on more stress.

Another two bricks.

Two bricks on each shoulder.

In the water drowning more.

That's what would happen.