I don't know if I'm going to stay here..
I've really been considering leaving. There's no more spark, nothing interesting anymore. I love every single one of you, but I don't know if I can keep this up.

Instagram is a great way for artists to grow and share their works! I've been growing there and making so many more memories and wonderful friends.

It's almost a chore with wattpad (as it is starting to feel like).
I've made so many books for you all to interact with, but they just aren't interesting to me anymore. I have no inspiration to keep doing them. I know how selfish it sounds, but I want to make good quality content for you. I can't do that I've I'm not enjoying it.

This place isn't a job, I don't get payed, and I run into so many complications. I had a good run, but I'm slowing down. I can't do it like I used to.

Maybe I'll cut a bunch of books..or stop replying. I want to be good to you all! I want to respond and connect and maybe make someone a bit more happy, but it's hard. I get dmed so many times within a few days and I don't think I can keep up with it anymore.

I'm tired, I'm stressed, and Watty has tore me apart. I've made so many mistakes, I've missed important things, because I was stupid and caught up here. I don't think it's healthy. If I can shape up my act, maybe you won't have to see me leave.

It's been rough at home and I'm growing up. I don't have time to do trades, requests, contests, storyboards, etc. I have so much to plan for. So much to do..

Thank you so much for sticking with me. I'll consider my options and hopefully figure something out. I don't know if I want to leave the community I've built. It's been one hell of a ride but a ride I won't forget ✨

~ Miss Lolly