*is happily writing a random oneshot*

My mind: hEY remember your first day in 7th gRaD-

*gets huge cringe and anxiety attacks*

My mind: hEY do you also remember making a fool out of yourself in your first class-

*dies*

You have no idea how much I want to spend the summer all year long and perhaps hope it never ends because I don't like school.

It makes me feel weird, sad, and anxious and dumb.

I don't know how I get into honor classes without making myself a complete fool in front of everyone.

I mean, Im not smart. I just happened to get good grades and pass with an A.

Its very lucky but nerve racking.

I don't want people to think Im crazy or faking my intelligence just when they see me acting like a pp.

Its just... humiliating and I want to die because of it.

Summer is the best thing rn.

And I actually experienced the phrase "Summer Lovin'"

Wait wasn't it from a song?

Idk

I just hope next school year is going to be great since I have friends. Kinda. I have a friend who I kinda believe is a very close friend but I don't think we'll be able to be in the same classes. But its definitely fun.

And I really do hope I get to have a pin to get some food from the cafeteria because I have been packing my own lunch for the entire year and tbh I think its better that way.

But Im not the kind of kid to have a different thing each day.

But its fun and I love the food Im eating

Anyway I hope you guys had a great summer and wish you good luck!