Siblings love is unconditional they say
You fight tooth and nails but at the end of the day
You'll always stay
I love you til death
And so much fucking more
I love you with every of my breaths
My love for you is anchored to my core
My blood is your blood
Your wounds are my wounds
So I'm wondering, why you're cutting me too?
When it's your blood running through my veins
When it's my fault finding excuses for your mistakes
When your words cut deeper than a knife
When your blow hurts more than any strike
You're my sister in blood and in name
In heart and in trust and our bond will never wane
But you still have our father's eyes
When turning a blind eye to my cries
Because you were just being fair
You turn your back at my despair
Because I haven't quite figured out how to set a line
With someone who usually soothes me when I cry
I hate it when I stand between the battle lines
Knowing this time, my father is right
But how can I abandon you?
After all it's you who pulled me through
So many battles I wasn't strong enough to win
Because setting boundaries sometimes feels like a sin
But then you go down the same road and I'm almost sure you don't even realise it
When you're throwing the same hits
Just even more potent
Because my guards were not already aimed to defend
After all it's you, my sister who knows my heart
You'd be careful, right?
You promised me from the start
There's so much I wanna say to you that sometimes in my head I rage and scream and shout
But in the end I never dare utter a single word aloud.
Because I know I would hurt you with the truth
It's better me hurting than you
So while I love you til death
And so much fucking more
While I love you with every of my breaths and my love for you is anchored to my core
Just know I'm still wearing my sisters wounds