When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?[...] I'm paralyzed. Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. I know I should. I'm paralyzed. Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside. I'm paralyzed[...] All this laughing faces but I can't seem to smile. Everything is so unnecessary now. The pain has gone and grounded on that I've hurt myself again. It's so hard, when you can't feel anything. It feels like you're a spectator in your own life. Everything is so strangely distant from you. You remain motionless and mute without doing anything. Nothing seems to matter anymore. On the one hand, you want to stay in this pleasant numbness forever, so as not to have to deal with the pain, but on the other hand it is so incredibly exhausting to feel nothing.

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Mit dem Lied „Paralyzed" von NF verbinde ich bittersüße Gefühle. Einerseits erinnert es mich stark an meinen Urlaub in Irland und an die Zeit mit meinen Freunden dort, weil ich es zu dieser Zeit rauf und runter gehört habe, aber andererseits erinnert es mich auch an diese beängstigenden Gefühle bzw. das Fehlen von solchen...