If I sit here in the rain long enough
Will I drown in something other than my unbearable self hatred
Drowning in my own head

If I had to think for one second with not my mind but with my heart
Will I bleed out from following my heart towards an inevitable death
Drowning inside my heart

If I was to jump off a cliff right here right now
Will you be waiting, hoping that I fall into your arms
Drowning waiting to be saved

There is something special about drowning
I think its how long we can be under
And it's about who saves us in the end
Drowning is an art