2 years ago

The first time that we met.

I'm your chatmate for almost 2 months! We've agreed to meet up not knowing each other's gender, state and physical appearance.

So what? We only wanted to be friends..

I've waited in a mall with my simple dress. I've chatted you and you tell me that you've saw me but, you won't tell me where you at .

'I'm nervous' you said .

I was about to go home when you chatted 'Hey please stay, look to your right'. I looked to my right then I saw you smiling wide in your simple dress too .

Seems like a slowmotion when you walked your way to me . I was mesmerized by your beauty . I thought I've seen Aphrodite .

You poked me in my head with the reason for staring at you for a long time, making you feel awkward.

We had settled and made a proper know-yourself introduction.

I was so happy at that time...

We've watched movies then we've also learned that our houses are only near for like 2 more houses .

You've told me that you're a migrant together with your family . Since we're near to each other we've used to have sleep-overs, late night snacks and movie marathons.

I can't tell how happy I was! That's the time when my heart suddenly pumped hard.

Seeing you made my heart flutter and talking to you made me feel like I have a butterflies in my stomach. We've confessed to each other and we know that we are in both sides....

The two of us went for a vacation trip in a place where we can see stars shining at night .

We've made a soft talk near a bonfire, melting our marshmallows .

"You're like my favorite teddy bear" you suddenly said .

"You're soft and I'm comfortable with it and also I w- will cry like a kid if you get lost" you exclaimed while smiling and looking at the stars above .

"I know that this is weird but for the times that we're together, I've never felt such happiness .The time that I'm talking to you, the time that we're sharing our secrets and the time that we've built trust for each other . I've suddenly asked , what am I if you're not around? What would happen to me? By the time I asked those words, it made me realized that how could it be to live without someone you love? ." you bowed your head down feeling shy of what you've said.

"Look at those stars" I said as I point the largest star in the night sky . She then looked up and smiled , I touched her head with a bonnet in it .

"Those stars gave light to the world when it's dark don't they? Yeah. You're also like that. Hmm let me tell you this, I'm a person with a numb attitude, everything is dark in my life since the day that my father left us. I thought I won't be happy again, b- but you came. You bring light in my life, it's like you're getting me out of the dark. It's like I'm lost but you've found me . You're very special to me . I love you and I'll always do " I said.

"You k-now what? " you asked

"What?" I answered.

"I'm just c- curious how people wanted to love when in fact it's the reason why they cry"

"Hmm to be loved is a person's greatest treasure. Even though they know that they'll only get hurt, they still take the risk because of that person that made them feel loved."

"They laugh, love then leave. Won't they? " you've asked again making a tear escaped from my eyes.

"Yes they will but remember this, memories will still remain even though time varies" I answered while wiping my tears.

"Y- you know what? " you asked for the third time.

"What again? "

"W- would you cry if I leave?"

"W- what?"

"Ohh - nothing. A- always remember this, 'I love you to the stars and..... b- back'. " you said as you wiped your tears .

I gently kissed you in the lips with my tears still pouring down.

That's your greatest dream, to be kissed by someone that you truly love under the stars.

I pulled away from our kiss and looked directly in your eyes .

There, I saw your struggles, your difficulty and your pain yet you choose to fight your leukemia in order to stay, in order to be with me .

It's hard to let go but I should ...

"C- can y- you hug me while I- I close m- my eyes? I'm a- afraid .... " you said while panting heavily .

I know that this is going to be the end ...

I hugged her and whisper her words that came from my heart.

"You're my star, a lost star who lightened up my dark world, a star who happened to be one of a million . You're the brightest star, the greatest thing that I ever had " I whispered to your ears while crying .

With my peripheral vision, I saw you smiled before closing your eyes gently making me broke down in tears.

For the years that we've been together.

For the times that we spent together.

And for the memories that will stay forever,

You are my one and only lost star , Sian.

I wiped my tears as I stood up ready to leave her grave.

"Mom, why are you crying? Who's under that cemented box? Why does it had the same name as mine? Did it hurt you?" asked my son.

"It's nothing baby. Remember, if you'll find someone who you think is for you, always remind her how much you love her , always show her the things that she love , make her feel like she's the only person in this world okay?"

"Okay mom"

"Let's go Sian" I said as I held my son's hand back to our car.

Cherish your love ones before that someone that you have will turn into someone that you had.....

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A/N: This one shot story is a one- shot story of Eunbi and Sian . Please don't take this seriously . Please do share your thoughts about this .Feel free to message my account regarding with my stories. Thank you!

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