Hey guys I'm sorry for nothing getting updates I just lost an ant and I'm don't think I'm okay but I'm try to get over it and I know that people don't read these books but if u do im sooooooo sorry for the wait on everything please forgive me I'm try and m just really scared I'm gonna lose someone else in my family and my friend ruby keeps having to call an ambulance for her husband so if u guys can hold on a little bit longer I'll be updating