Part 15: A Loss

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Seoyun went to the office the next day, as usual. She possibly couldn't sit idle, she felt that it would aggravate her anxiety.  She couldn't afford it anymore, because of the new life within her, she wanted to take care of it and protect it from all that she possibly could, it meant that she had to protect it from her own issues.

Since she hadn't been to office the day earlier, so there were certain things for her to review.

It was in the evening that she received a call from her cousin.

"Unnie, please meet me, I haven't seen you since your wedding day." She complained to Seoyun. "You never take out time for me" She whined and Seoyun agreed. She had always greeted her like her own younger sister. She never really used to say no to her for anything.

 Seoyun decided that meeting her would put her in a better mood, which she was in need of in order to have a normal decent conversation with Yoongi, later in the day.

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Seoyun and her cousin stepped out of the restaurant and someone blocked Seoyun's way. Seoyun looked at the person, she thought that maybe she knows them but she noticed that the person blocking her way wasn't alone but there was actually a group of people with her.

"You disgusting woman! You don't deserve our Yoongi!" She came forward and almost pushed Seoyun to the ground.

Seoyun would have fallen but her cousin held her, who then got scared as she was much younger than Seoyun, and this was totally a scary situation to her.

"What.." Seoyun tried to get at the person, but someone again pushed her from the other side.

"You cheater! How dare you cheat upon our Oppa!" Several girls were pushing her by now.

The mob increased in number. They had actually seen her getting inside there and they had waited for her to surround her later on.

"You are a filthy woman! You cheat upon your husband!"

"You don't deserve him!"

There were curse words and pushes hurled at her from every direction, Seoyun kept treading back until the staff intervened.

One of the security guards pressed the button of the lift and asked them to step inside. He was alone at that time and that was the only thing he could think of to keep them both safe from the crowd as he stood at the door.

"Unnie.. Unniee.. What's happening to you?" Her cousin cried, looking at her gasping for breath.

Seoyun felt claustrophobic and and had one of her panic attacks. She wanted to hold herself together but being trapped there in the lift with a group of people shouting and cursing at her from every direction became too much for her to endure.

By the time the crowd dispersed, she had fainted and before fainting she had felt an excruciating pain in her tummy.

Seoyun's cousin had called her parents on the way to hospital. They had then promptly called Yoongi up to inform him of the incident.

But, the bad had already happened till she reached the hospital.

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Yoongi stared at the phone and stood clueless for a minute after ending the call.

"What happened?" Namjoon asked him.

"Seoyun.. She is.. she is taken to the hospital." He said in a faint voice.

Namjoon stood up from his chair and came towards him, others also came towards him as they heard him.

"I'll just leave." He turned to his manager and said.

"I'll come with you." Hoseok said.

"I'll come with you, too." Jin also spoke.

"It will create disturbance at the hospital if you all will go. I'll take care of him." Yoongi's manager spoke and it made sense to them.

Without losing much time, Yoongi made way for the hospital.

He felt concerned for her. Really concerned. Mrs. Park hadn't shared with him what had exactly happened.

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Upon reaching the hospital, Yoongi first heard Seoyun's cousin explain what had happened in the mall. Yoongi bit his lips as he felt infuriated.

"Excuse me, Sir, the doctor wants to talk to you for a minute." The nurse informed him and then showed him to the doctor's cabin.

After updating him on her being on sedatives right now, the doctor said, "Am sorry, she has suffered a miscarriage."

"She has suffered a.. what..?" Yoongi looked at the doctor's face, clueless.

"Your wife was eight weeks pregnant Sir, she has lost the baby."

Yoongi felt like he would fall, he thought that he should have asked one of the boys to be with him. He didn't get up from the chair for some minutes and the doctor also let him be there.

"Am sorry, for your loss, Sir."

Yoongi felt over taken by emotions. 'She was pregnant and I left her alone. I left her when she needed me the most.'

He slowly stood up from the chair and came back to where the rest of the family was.

"I'll be with her, you can all go home." He said to the rest of them.

"No son, we're here with you too. You go home and take rest. We'll take care of, Seoyun." Mrs. Park looked at him with concern.

"Eomma, I want to be with my wife. She needs me."

Seoyun's cousin sensed that both of them need this time alone, so she also insisted on Mr. Park and Mrs. Park to go back home with her.

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Yoongi stepped into Seoyun's room after he got the permission from the doctor. She had just gotten up after being under the affect of sedatives for many hours.

Yoongi had only looked at her from the glass window all this time. He had just stood there for most of the time, leaning at the door even after being insisted by the manager to sit down.

He took a deep breath as he turned the knob to step into the room.

Seoyun didn't look at him as he took slow steps and sat besides her on her bed. She was vacantly staring at the wall in the other direction.

Yoongi kept on sitting for a minute, he was afraid to start somewhere with this. He felt his courage leave him.

He reached out and cautiously took her hand into his. Seoyun seemed as if she had come out of a trance as she looked at their hands and then lifted her eyes to meet Yoongi's.

Both stared at each other. For maybe a minute.

She read pain in his red eyes, he read an even greater pain in hers.

Seoyun took a deep breath, she felt that she needed to tell him this.

"It was.. It was.. yours. I swear upon..." Her voice was faint, if it wouldn't have been the silence of a hospital room, Yoongi  might not have even heard it.

"Seoyun!" He didn't let her finish, rather leaned forward and engulfed her in his embrace.

"Please! I know.. I know it. I am sorry. I am so sorry."

'She was right, the trust was established when we stood at that alter together.'

There.

There, the facade came crumbling down.

It all came crumbling down, in the form of Seoyun's tears and in the form of the anguish and moroseness that was spreading through Yoongi's heart.

He felt as if he had lost something precious to him.

He hadn't understood the depth of his own feelings and his concern for her, until he felt her body almost collapsing into his arms.

She had looked absolutely broken to him when she had looked at him and his own feeling of guilt had added to that.

The other things he was yet to acknowledge, but what he accepted at this moment was that he too had broken her, he too was responsible for the damage.

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