Warning- Before reading this chapter keep a tissue box or handkerchief for emergency...(Over confidence of Author😂)

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It was normal morning for others but not for two souls who became two bodies one soul yesterday.

Sunlight peeking through the thin transparent material of the tent ,cold air blowing and birds chirping happily and two persons were cuddling each other,their bare bodies covered with the white duvet,it was really a long night,both seemed tired.

The girl stirred in sleep and lazily opened her eyes to see his man looking at her with love filled eyes.She blushed.

"Shivaay,you up"

"Yes baby"

She blushed.

"Anika,don't you want to go to hospital your mother must be searching for you,right?"

"Oh,Shit!" Anika woke up with a jerk and looked at Shivaay with horrified face.

"Jaldi chalo,last time jab maine sneak out kiya tha tab mom ne pura hospital sir pe utha liya tha" Anika said thinking about the consequences.

"Woh,toh thik hai but...pehle...wo..tum...wo" Shivaay said stammering.

"Kya hua?" Anika said confused.

"Tumhare...kap....kapre" Shivaay said looking everywhere but her.

Reality stuck her...

***

Afternoon time,

Anika was sitting in bed in her room in that boring hospital uniform,that blush not leaving her face.

Shivaay arrived and saw his lady love looking nothing at particular but blushing.He understood the reason of this red hue.

"Annie" he snapped in front of her.

This broke her trance,she looked down shyly.

"Raat ke hangover se not over yet?" Shivaay said teasingly.

She blushed harder and slapped his arms playfully.

"Shivaay...." She wined.

"Anika...." He said in the same tone.

"Kuch kaam tha?" Anika said diverting the topic.

"Kyu mein nahi aa sakta kya?" He said acting hurt. He was in a mood to tease.

"Nahi aise nahi hai maine bas aise hi poocha,tum bura mat mano,Am sorry" She said with tears.

"Oye pagal,tum toh roni lagi,I was kidding" he said wiping off her tears.

"You are so bad...." She started punching him on his chest with her small.

"Ou...ouu..no..annie,it's hurting"

She remembered that he has weak lungs.

"Am sorry,Shivaay,I..." She again started crying.

"Annie...stop na...why you always become water donor,save water stupid" he said trying to make her smile and even succeeded.

She smiled in tears.

They had a passionate kiss between their talks.

Their conversation continued till night.He didn't wanted to leave her...

***

Shivaay is lying in bed thinking something.

Shivaay P.O.V

I know I should have told her but her crying face came Infront of me,I was not able to say her, didn't had the courage.

I don't know but I didn't wanted to leave her today,"Kya pata kal ho na ho" he thought dramatically.
A lone tear escaped from his eyes thinking about tomorrow.He wanted to stay with her at least tonight,for the last time, maybe?

P.O.V. ends

He thought something and went out of the room and sneakily entered in Anika's ward and saw her wide awake,this is not what he expected.

He went near her and patted her shoulder,instead of being shock Anika immediately hugged him as if recognizing his touch and parting from the hug she kissed him on his lips not giving him chance to say anything.It was the third shock he was recieving.They kissed each other passionately.

Both parted panting heavily.

"What happened An..." He was not able to complete his sentence when she took him for another kiss.

Parting from the kiss,she started bombarding questions on him

"What do you think of yourself ,ha? Bare Aaye Tees maar khan?

"Tumhe kya kaga tum nahi bataiye to mujhe pata nahi chalega,no mister?

He stopped her talkings by keeping his finger on her lips.

"Chup,ekdum chup aur batao kya hua,aram se batao" Shivaay said still his finger on her lips.

She indicated through her eyes and he immediately removed his finger.

"Tumhara kal operation hai,tumne nahi bataya mujhe..."she said with glistening eyes.

"Toh kya hua...main batane wala..." Interrupted by Anika.

"Haan,haan tum toh bata dete na ki only 20 percent chances hai tumhare survival ki..." She started crying.

Shivaay somehow, hugged her, consoled her and said

"Shshh...Annie you have to be strong you know na kal tumhara bhi operation hai
...aur mera bhi" his voice trailed off and he got lost in his thoughts.

His trance was broken by Anika poking his arms.

"Yes,baby" he replied smilling fighting his inner turmoil.

"Shivaay um..wo... actually..." She was interrupted by Shivaay.

"You want me to sleep here"

"How do you know?" Anika said shocked,is he a mind reader?she thought.

"No baby I am not a mind reader its just I came here with the same intention."

She blushed.

"Don't blush baby I won't be able to control, dear,waise bhi you only wished na...what was that...hmm...yes...cuddling with your boyfriend."

Anika was now full red strawberry and her ponytail with a green ribbon matching her hospital uniform made her look like a real strawberry which was so adorable.

Shivaay saw this and could not help but smile at his bundle of love,though he got her late actually too late but at least he can proudly say that she's his.He took her in his arms and slept hugging her.

***

Next morning

Anika was headed towards OT on a stretcher and her mother accompanied her with a teary face,her mother just wished for her well being,but Anika's eyes were searching only for one person and that's his Shiv but he was no where to seen last time she saw him last night but when she woke up he was not by his sight despite slepping together,maybe he left early...Today was a big day for her and she just wanted a assurance from Shivaay to erase all her tension but he was not there and this was creating another tension for her thinking whether she can ever meet him,what if the operation is not successful,what if she di..dies? This fears were surrounding her when she felt someone holding her hand and kissing her knuckles,this broke her trance,she lifted her eyelashes to see him,"SHIVAAY" she wishpered slowly with tears flowing uncontrollably,

"Shshh!Annie all is well,you are my strong Annika na go and fight for our love baby,you will win,trust me,be strong"

This was the assurance that she needed right now but the fears were still not vanished.She nodded meekly with tares and he cupped his face and placed a kiss on her forehead,a kiss of protection,a kiss of asurrance,a kiss of love,maybe a kiss for the last time...

She was taken to the OT and he stand still,crying on his fate,the tears which he was controlling since morning was now not stopping,he didn't wanted to cry Infront of her cause he didn't wanted her to fell weak but what about him?

He moved back to her ward where they cuddled last night and suddenly tears stopped.

"No,Shivaay you have to strong,you have to be strong for your Annie" he said rubbing his tears harshly.
He roamed around the room caressing each and every thing that made him remember her.
He cried hugging her teddy bear which he gifted her few days back..

Flashback

Anika and Shivaay were playing ludo on his phone but much to her annoyance he kept on rolling 6 after 6 but she didn't even got 5 for one time and this angered her...

"I am not gonna play"

"Why?Kya hua?"

"You are cheating"

"Par yeh toh computerized hai maine kaise"

"Kaise matlab tumne is game ke company ke malik ko bribe kiya hai damn sure"

"Par baby main aise kaise kar sakta hoon"

"Kyu tumhi kehte ho na Shivaay Singh Oberoi kuch bhi kar sakta hai"

"Par baby..."

"No baby shabby,katti"

He smiled on her antics and thought of ways to pacify her...

He got up from bed and moved out of the room.She saw this and started crying silently.

"He Doesn't love me anymore" she cried thinking.

***

In evening

Anika was sleeping when someone tiptoed inside with his hands behind holding something.

"Baby" he said loudly near her ear which scared her and she woke up with a jolt.

"Tum,yeh koi tareeka hai kisi ko uthane ka mujhe heart attack aa jata"

"Kisi aur ko nahi par tumhe uthane ka yahi tarika hai warna tum kumbhkarn ki behen,aur rahi baat heart attack jab tak tumhara heart mere pass hai tab tak uspe kisi ko bhi attack karne nahi dunga"

"Awww....but main tumse gussa hoon" she said crossing her hans over her chest

"Meri baby mujh se gussa hai" he said in a babyish tone.

"Ha"

"Acha,toh baby ko manana padega,umm...baby ke loye maine kuch laya tha par lagta hai baby ko nahi chahiye"

"Kya,lagaye ho baby k liye mujhe dekhna hai" she said still folding her hands.

He chuckled and placed a cute pink teddy 🐻 on her lap,she got super excited and hugged him and started thinking for names for her newly found friend. The anger long forgotten.

Flashback ends

Shivaay chuckled with years reminiscing the memory...

KAISE MOHABBAT KARU
DO DIN KI ZINDAGI ME
KAISE SAMANDAR BHARU
APNI HATHELIYON ME
AB TOH KHUDA SE KAHUN
MUJHKO KAEE ZINDAGI DE
JEE BHAR KE JI LOON
MEIN PYAAR KAR LU
MUJHE YEH KHUSH-KISMATI DE

He was singing when a nurse in her mid 40's camed and informed him...

"OT is ready" the nurse said with tears as she knew what was going in Shivaay's mind.
She has been witnessing Shivika's love story even before they confessed and helped she only helped SHIVIKA to sneak out that night.

***

10 hours later operation was successful and Anika was shifted to a room and was under observation.

She was still unconscious and was predicted by the doctors to gain consciousness till next morning.

8'o clock in the morning

Anika got her consciousness back and opened her eyes adjusting with he bright light...the first this that came in her mind was her Shiv.Where's he?

She asked her mother who was watching her with tears and expecting the question any minute.

"Where's Shiv,maa?"

The situation camed which her mother feared the most, telling the truth...

She went near her with tears still flowing and carressed her hairs softly saying "he really loved you so much,beta"

"What do you mean by loved you,he still loves me,Where's he?"

Her mother states at her face trying to pick a right word to start,she was about to say when a nurse came with a box and handed it to Anika and went away...

Anika can feel that it's a box that belonged to Shivaay it felt familiar...She opened the box and saw the ring SHIVIKA special ring which they exchanged that day,it was Shivaay's ring...She saw many chocolates with I love you sticknote over them it was his handwriting,next she found a paper where all her wishes were written Infront of a box with a small tick on each boxes with a title "Fulfilling her wishes" and at last "Fulfilled"
Hot tears started streaming down her eyes...

She found a letter attached to a pendant...

She held the pendant close to her heart and cried,she saw the letter and she rubbed her tears harshly sitting not caring about her stiches hurting herself...

She opened the letter and it was written in his handwriting with tears smearing some of its words she could easily figure out that he was crying but why,she carressed the letters softly as it was a fragile piece of petal...

The letter had answers to all her doubts...

"Hey Annie,

I love you more than myself and I know you know it...*sad chuckled*

When you will be reading this I may not be with you but be with you...I hope you understood "pass ho kar bhi pass nahi honga main"

Tum shayad aj ke baad mujhe kabhi na dekh sako par yaad rakhna mein hamesha tumhare sath hoon tumhare dil mein

Shayad phir hum kabhi baat na kar sake par yaad rakhna jab bhi tumhe meri awaz sunne ki icha kare apane dhadkano ko sun lena,woh tumhe mere hone ka ehsaas dilayegi...

Anika tumhe yaad hai maine kaha tha ki main tumhe kabhi kuch nahi hone dunga...I know tum ye sab sun kar confuse ho rahi hogi ki jisne tumhare samane kabhi ek aasun tak nahi bahaya wo aise santy santy baatein kaise kar raha hai...Par be patient my chulbuli butterfly aage padho pata chal jayega...

Ab woh angry pout mat banana maine tumhare cheecks bhi pull nahi kar paunga...meri cute strawberry

Tumhe maine kaha tha na ki jab tak tumhara dil mere pass hai tab tak tumhare dil ko main kuch nahi hone dunga par kya hai na tumhara dil thoda bimaar tha aur mujhe to use protect karna tha promise jo kiya tha isaliye maine use apane dil se exchange kar diya...

Chup! rona nahi...Annie I hate tears...Ab toh has do...dekho maine tumhare liye yeh filmy dialogues bhi bolne start kar diye hai...

Toh meri strong Anika mujhse naraz toh nahi ho na dekho maine jo bhi kiya hamesha tumhare sath rehne ko kiya ab main hamesha tumhare sath rahunga tumhare dil main rahunga... permission hai na mujhe...

Par Anika tum mujh par atki mat rehna tum chaho toh mov...move on kar sakti ho...Anika (the last word Anika was smeared with tears)

Ok Anika hamari last conversation ends aur nahi likh sakta main yeh stupid tears page kharab kar rahe hai...

I LOVE YOU ANIKA,I ONLY LOVE YOU FOREVER...

forever yours,
-Late Shivaay:-)"

What was next tears started streaming down her eyes once the words got registered in her mind that Shivaay is no more,he practically losted his heart to her...

She cried hyrestically and sat clucthing her heart area and lost her consciousness murmurring I love you Shivaay...

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The end...

I tried to extend this but can't cause this stupid tears are not stopping and I am not able to write...

It was really a emotional chapter,😢😢

I am not that good as writing emotional stuff and dialogues but still this chapter made me cry...

Hope you too cry,I mean enjoy😶

Ok till then bubbye Tata...

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