My eyes grew wide.. O.o
"no way... it can't be"
as i see the name on the screen.. the winner of the XX ent lottery is...
SHIN EUN SOO!
i am frozen for a couple minutes to get my brain to work.. after i realize what has happened, my heart crumbled as my tears began to fall.

my room is filled with wet tissue, i don't know how many hours i've been crying.. my eyes are too watery to see anything..
"why am i like this?? it's like i expected to win.. stop hoping for something impossible!!"
i calm myself down..
"it's okay, i can't sing or dance either.. and i don't have the prettiest face on earth.."
i tried too make myself feel better.. and tried too continue and move on.

The next morning, i woke up with swollen face and eyes.. my hair is a mess.. i feel empty.. no hope.. no dream.. no life..

"seung yeon-ah"
"hmm? i know that voice."
quickly i ran down the stairs and see a man standing in the front door.
"APPA!!!"

my father is home!!! i ran to hug him.
"appa, you're back!"
"my job finished early, so i can have some free time with you before i go to my next project."
i can't help too smile bright thinking that i could spend some time with my hard working father...
"mm?? wae??"
huft.. looks like i can't hide my swollen face after all..
"eh?? aniyo appa."
"... fine, go get ready and wash yourself, let's go get something to eat."
"neeee"
i hurriedly shower and dressed myself, then... we spend the whole day together. i wish i could have more family time like this..

i'm to happy to realize that i have received a message in my email..
*Ding
You got a mail from XX Entertainment Company