So, I told my sister a really dark joke, ya know, as a humorous sorta thing. But knowing her, she took it to heart and said to me, "C'mon please don't go around say that sort of thing. It's a touchy subject and could hurt a lot of people."

She acts like I don't understand the topic of fucking suicide. She treats me like some sort of sheltered child who hasn't been outside. I know how twisted and messed up society is...and it pissed me off! Say that I'm naive and crap like that, but honestly, I know how it works. I have quite a few suicidal friends(I'm in junior high for arceus's sake!) and yet, I get treated as a mere 6 year old!

She always tells me too, "I'm aware you're in middle school, and you hear things a lot everyday, but I still remember you being a small naive thing when you were 5. It kind of just happens."

Well, can you not? I want to be treated as a friend not as a little sister that you look down on. So, please, fix that.

I'm sorry about that... I kinda got a little out of it and I needed to get that out of my system so thanks for reading this entire rant and I promise I'll be back at it tomorrow. I never realized how tired I would be this summer :')