Hello people, I know, I'm late , sorry too late for an update..i have been stuck with college stuff, and other is my lappy..

Hopefully happy reading to u all, I hope I don't disappoint u..still , I did then, I'm sorry...

Part-16

Leap of 3 weeks...a day before performance..(maybe the day of end of manan)

Nan pov

Its been , 3 weeks, I mean I can't believe, I'm so near to death, in fact my life is knocking at the doors of death, I don't know what tomorrow as stored for me, I will be alive or not, I will be standing or not I don't know, but what I know is, I will never let anything happen to manik, at any cost, I lost my parents at very small age, I don't feel the same again...I walked to balcony leaving manik on bed, we had been enjoyed our soul out in this entire 3 weeks, I was never happy this much in my life, we did crazy things, we went snow world, played shit out there, pillow cinemas every weekend, lot of late night romance, stupid dates with crazy soul mate, pulling eachothers hair crazily without thinking twice where are we..making love to each , pillow fights, prone movies(yeah I know, but anything with him), breakfast to lunch , etc ...everything what I wanted enjoy with him , I did..because I don't know whether I will get this chance again in my life, and most of all music, we worked to give our best for it, maybe its last performance with him, but I want make it special, being there to cherish that moment till last my breath..he has given me time till performance, after that I don't know..i feel like , I'm going to covered by darkness very soon, means very soon..

That doesn't mean that I'm not ready for battle, I'm ready for it, but still even today also, I didn't got that one trust worthy person, whom I can share anything, yeah I'm not telling that I don't have any, I have many, but no one knows about us, a lone escaped from eyes, I rubbed them, I so want to shout to world at everyone and say that manik, is mine, but still he doesn't have mood to do that, maybe he is fearing to tell the world because of his fear of losing me..i guess that day never comes in my life...I know, I'm being thinking stupid, but the end of the day, I was a girl who wants to hold his man in front of everyone..i smiled sadly at my thoughts, I sat on floor seeing London eye, our date in public just remised in my mind, it was the day to remember, if anyone ask me best day of my life then its absolutely that day, I lived a life of being normal girl that day with my guy, without thinking about future, after pillow cinemas, we went to London bridge clicked lot of pics and selfies.. he took me to city rounds in the bike and ended at room in early morning, only after that we were ready with workshop, our whole weeks were tight, with them, weekends were reserved for ourselves like the way it used be in india..and today we heading to the day maybe it is an end for all glory I had...

In all this best thing happened with me, that is alya, yeah heard me right, I have become close to her, now days we end talking till late night much to manik's irritation and dhruv's..oh! did I mention dhruv and alya are together, how and when I don't know, but alya is confused this time, she doesn't know what it is..whether she loved manik or not, or its just infatuation ..about dhruv,.. she is currently messed up soul, now days even I don't get possessive about manik, when alya tells about him, maybe my heart came to know, what alya wants in her life, but she didn't till now..aiyyappa thoda buddi de use, and about dhruv, don't ask me, I knew he was much more comfortable when it comes to alya over me, from beginning, which poor guy didn't knew, until I broke his heart saying I love someone else, he directly went one person, that was alya, they had this bond which they merely noticed, which I noticed more than thousand times, but I didn't dared to say anyone, not to even 3 idiots of my life, they don't even know about this..they are no less in this matter..bhai, my dear abhi, was in love with mukthi, the lady dabang, I will really pity my bhai for this, but I'm happy, because he has someone rather than us..that's what I want in my life..i want him to be happy, even though if I'm not there..i want someone to console him in my absence, which maybe permanent ... and cabiraaa...he have heck love story with navya..in his words...my love is just black and white just like madubhala, but trust he is the most happening guy among all of us.. he is happy with..or should I say, I never saw cabiraa this happy, he had what he wanted in his life...arya and maddy my bodyguards having best time with their girlfriends...I just conclude my speech by saying "love is in air" everywhere...

Now let tell me u all, that what and all I have prepared for tomorrow, lets start it now, I got all the information from smith , about him, all the proofs are in my hand..now everything is going to end from him..but I won't do that , not so easy,,yes I'm taking a risk , I want him to get caught in red hand, and I can go to any extent , he is now in London, in fact all most near us, one wrong move from me, can fetch my death in blink, but he should never forget who he is dealing with...he don't have any idea about my influence...I such strong power in my hand, all thanks to my dad , I have really reliable people, in and round me, which all the 3 know, they all tired every best to reach me, but I closed my ways very smartly, being with manik 24/7 , yes I always managed all this things in my fingertips, manik tired all the means to fetch what I'm doing, but in vain, he didn't had anyone...if he was manik malhotra ..i was nandini murthy.. but I had a guilt of not saying anything to him..but for his safety anything , I have never done this but today I'm forced to do it, and about that one person, I really don't know , where will I find that person, aiyyappa please help me for one last time..i prayed my aiyyappa..only to get a call ...I looked down only to see my best friend dhruv..who calls whenever he is messed up with alya...

Na-hi dhruv...

Dh-thank god, u are wake, I thought u are asleep...

Na-no...yaar..i have been awake since long..pata nai aj kal nid nai atha hai..(in mind- ya pir, I say pata kab sojo hugi hamesha ki liye)

Dh-I guess then something is eating ur head..

Na-actually , not something..i have a friend who calls me every day to eat my head..

Dh-u are saying, I'm eating ur head, that's so mean nandu..

I walked upto manik, who lying on bed, still sleeping..maybe he slept late at night...I caressed his head..gently , he smiled and kept his head on my lap..i started ruffling them...

Na-maybe..i said I could feel dhruv's grumpy face..i laughed little imaging his face..

Dh-so, mean nandu.. I called as I'm already screwed and u are having fun at my cost...

Na-wow! Dhruv is screwed..i said in fake tone, I could hear his groan from other side, whatever mess I have in my life, having friends make u forget them for time being...I had three people, but he is next to them..

Dh-nandini, he made sad voice.. this something fishy..

Na-kya huwa dhruv? What's up with alya.. ..

Dh-tume kaise patha, I was talking about her, are u spying around me.. he asked in horror..

Na-dhruv, I don't need any spy to know ur situation ur my friend, I know ur surroundings without being there...

Dh-u are genious...

Na-kuch naya bolo... I kissed manik's mole as he was smiling lightly in sleep..he nuzzled his nose to my bare waist..creating a huge zoo in my stomach..even in sleep he has capacity to drive me crazy..

Dh-nandini, I really don't know what's up with her..she is totally upset with something..puch raho tho bath nai kari hai..nai phone..na msg ka reply dera rahi hai..in fact I really don't where she is...I'm getting all the negative thoughts..just like something gonna happen..in fact very bad one...

I really don't what should I say to him, yes alya being acting little bit weird , I thoroughly know the answer, but what I'm supposed say dhruv, was my question, If i'm feeling mentally weak same case goes to alya also, she's life is also never cake walk, she also went through so many things ..she need someone beside her now, because the day I'm waiting for, she also is waiting, but the thing is she not aware of that, she will fell weak, she is going to been deep shit, if someone doesn't holds her, she will fell down in darkness and only person can hold her is dhruv..he is the only person, who can help her...only person , who can handle her..and he will do anything for her for sure..because he loves her but damn afraid about her feelings, he don't want another heart break, which is caused to him by me, I feel really guilt about this...

Na-dhruv..i don't what I should say, but I will tell u where she is.. yes I know where alya is because I have kept an body guard in and around her, which no one is aware of ...

Dh-how do u know? Nandini kuch chupa raahi ho kya? Please yaar, don't hide anything for me, deko I had enough of heart breaks, aur strong nai bansaktha..use ko ke...he said, I could feel he was hurt too very bad extent, and I was the reason, I really don't knew when my tears kissed my cheeks, I was the reason for all the mess in his life, I'm so greedy..i started hating myself in such extent that I'm wishing die tomorrow only...

Na-I'm sorry dhruv..i said in guilt..i don't knew when manik got up..then only I realized I was crying, I rubbed my tears, but he stopped me do that, because he himself got up did the same, he took me in his lap, I had phone in my hand, I wanted cry loud, but I was too helpless to do anything..

Dh-nandu, sorry I didn't mean that darling..he said from other side, I know he really didn't meant that, but still it hurts, manik started rubbing my back to sooth me, to control me, but nothing worked I was crying, making him more worried, he pulled phone out from my hand saw, it was dhruv, he would barked at him, but I pulled in seconds, not wanted monster to do something, which he gonna regret next minute..

Na-its okay dhruv...she is in farm house, in goa...but promise me, u will be by her side don't leave her alone, even she asks u to do..she never tells u but she needs dhruv...I said as I walked once again to balcony leaving monster inside the room..

Dh-I won't, I don't want to repeat things nandini, maine tume jane diya because u loved someone, but I can't leave her also, if she also leave me, trust me, I will be dead..he said , I guess he fell on his knees, I so hated myself for this..my tears have no boundary , I looked manik from glass infront of me, he was sulking seeing me crying, he don't like when I cry, but sometimes, its our deed to cry over what we did and he is bound to see me like this, by destiny... I never wanted break dhruv, by giving fake hopes which didn't had future, today he may be hurt , but future, he will have best future with alya, because she won't break his heart like me, she knows the value of love, which she craved for her whole life, which she got in the name of dhruv, I'm sure she went want away because she didn't wanted hurt dhruv, because of her..

Na=dhruv..i'm sorry..i'm sure she loves u...

Dh-I don't know nandini..my life is completely mess ..he said , he had enough of his life, u will feel it when u get heart break then u find someone, that person also started leaving u, u will feel that emotion, same was with him...

Na-dhruv, c'mon, rub ur eyes, haa please wipe ur nose..i guess they running like a tap,..i could hear his chuckle at my sentence..

Dh-u have ur own ways , don't u? he asked still chuckling in his tears, he was in pain, but still managed to cheer up his voice for me..i know he needs a hug, very badly, there is no manik with him, to give them, but still I should never make him feel alone, when he needs me..

Na-dhruv, go to ur kitchen now..i ordered him...

Dh-haain? Kya hogaya achanak? I will call buddy to have a look of u? kuch zayda screw nikal gaya hai tera..he said to my irritation, here I'm trying to pacify him, but no everyone has to irritate shit out of me..

Na-shut up..do as I said..i gave dominance voice..i could hear he was actually walking to kitchen..

Dh-hmm..i'm there...

Manik walked upto me, snaked his hands on my waist rested his chin on my shoulders, he gave look to me, I was better from outside, but was from inside? Absolutely not...I averted my vision towards London bridge...

Na-apne fridge kolo...

Dh-nandini, I'm seriously guessing that u need a doctor..

Na-marna hai kya?

Dh-cool mini monster...he chuckled to add all salt on my irritation..

Dh-nandu..i love uu...he shouted in such extent in excitement, I almost lost balance of my phone, manik quickly held, giving deadly glare to phone, as he wanted to kill dhruv at any moment for saying I love u...and possessive mode of bf was on..he turned the phone into loudspeaker mode..giving a glare to me..i really didn't want piss him more, let him to do whatever he wanted to do..

Na-so, milgaya...

Dh-how did u kept them? I mean how dude? He asked as he uncovered the wrapper of chocolate, he mr.dhruv had this habit of having chocolates like girls, he loves to eat them, he used steal from my bag and alya's bag in college..we both used to hit like anything, chocolates are second love of him..he will forget world when he have them...I nandini murthy , get chocolates from my bff's n bf..but the only person get chocolate from me is only dhruv, I may share chocolate with 3 friends, but dhruv gets whole bar from me, this is kinda irritates manik more..

Na-I have ways, dhruv...chalo walk upto ur main door now..i said , I received peck from manik, as if telling me that I'm his, his and possessiveness, god knows...

Dh-yup reached..i can clearly say he is having chocolates, as he was relishing them..chocolates always lifts up his mood every time, which he badly needs currently, only I have this way..to make him feel, I was there whatever it is..

Na-ab, apne right modo..get jeep's key..run to parking..i said...

Dh-parking why?

Na-duffer, I gave address, run wanra deklo sach mai devdas banega..

Dh-nandini, u tum muje hamesha distract karthi ho..he shouted at me, wow! That what I needed now, help karo aur dat bi kalo...I really need a doctor, to handle this specimens' ..

Na-e bohuth si hai..dekli dosthi teri..bag warna ..

Dh-warna kya?

Na-dhruv, don't test patience...

Dh-okay okay cool..mai niklara hu..

Na-good for u..

Dh-nandini, thanks darling..i owe one..

Na-I know....

Dh-bye..meet u in london...

Na-bye..

I hang up the phone, only to see hulk standing with his monster mood, I know he had many questions, I need answer him more,.. and his now

Ma-care to explain, what's going on call? I can literally shiver at his anger, his anger was justified afterall..

Na-voh manik, nothing at all..i thought to ditch u..i said to test his patience ,which badly regretted...

Ma-don't think of it also....he said and kissed me harshly, wow! Ethna happening life mai muje kisko tease bi karna hai..if anyone can do that its only nandini murthy can do it...

After agressive kiss.. Manik pulled for hug..

Ma- Nandu, what's happening? Bolna.. aur Dhruv what he was talking about? He said calmly.. he became calm and compose so soon.. which made me feel suspious...

Na-manik, its dhruv's story he will tell u.. by himself.. I know I didn't answered his other question..which he wanted to know from me... The thing which I'm hiding from him..

Ma-nandini, kithna secret rakoge mujse.. huh.. don't I deserve to know.. he lost his patience..

Na- jab, relationship e secret ho.. secrets hona jayaz hai..jes tumra secret from hiding everything from me, even I don't deserve them...u can't help Manik.. I just walked out from his embrace... So times u need to..

Na- Nandu,... He called but what volcano is going inside me only I know...  My all hope of being with him forever is feeling like a dream.. do I live?? God knows. .

I feel darkness is calling me.. I'm falling bit by bit.. and it is eating me..

Kaisa laga.. short tha Patha hai.. but I could manage this much only from my mobile.. sorry for errors.. and next update will be full of manan..don't worry..

I wrote this update to show u how it feels, when u can see death at ur door..

And please trust me, when I say please do...No Manan separation .. did I made myself clear. ..

Lots of love