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Nandini's Pov...

I started telling him about my past which was buried in my heart deeply, but still afresh. But, I suddenly stop at - it was my biggest mistake! To see Manik's look.

I looked upwards to see him, to read his mind & feelings but I saw his face vacant of any expression. I was expecting, hate & anger expressions, for me but I saw none.

I sighed heavily and Manik pulled me closer and tightly to him again. And pressed my head on his chest. I let him do this and make myself more comfortable in his arms.

Though, I wanted to know his feelings but let it go as first I want to tell him my complete past before I loose my strength, to do so.

I was again preparing myself to tell him further, which wasn't going to be easy for me... when I heard him say..

"W-What h-happened n-next??"

He asked in a whisper, stuttering all the while. I crinkled at his stutter voice but didn't point it out rather answered him by telling him further..

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Flashback continues..

His touching continues and I wasn't able to stop him, I tried every possible thing but nothing worked.

Then I decided to change my tuition. I spoke about it to mom n dad but they asked me so many questions- why, what's the need, you're scoring good, he is a good teacher, etc.

I try my best to hint them about my discomfortness about going there but they didn't get it. And I helplessly drop the topic.

Now, I started to bunk the classes & took more holidays which wasn't my nature. As I was a regular student.

He & my classmates started to asking questions about my whereabouts on absent days. And I always made some random excuses. But didn't show my real reason to anyone. As I don't want to let my parents reputation down and bring disgrace to them by telling it openly because we all know what kind of gossips can make by society on this topic.

I can't even trust any of my tuition friends nor tell this to my trusted school friends as I don't want humiliate myself & was mostly afraid to see their reaction.

I was all alone in that mess. And day by day feeling more & more helpless.

Days passing like this, and the situation was getting more worse and I couldn't help it but crying over my state.

That effects my study a lot, my grades are lowering down in each exam. My parents got worried for my studies and one day they reached my tution to talk to him about my studies & my grades falling down, which made my situation more worst as that jerk of my teacher suggested them extra classes to improve my grades. As usual his tricked worked and my parents got ready for it.

I got hyper n panic to this as how I was going to face him twice in a day, I was in a complete wasted situation. As I know the touching was going to be increased double more. And as usual I couldn't able to stop him.

I tried a lot to convince my parents to not made me went to attend extra classes but they didn't listen like before. I got frustrated and again gave in and started to attend extra classes. I was afraid that I'm going to be alone in extra classes but by god grace I wasn't alone, there were 4-5 students more except me.

And as expected, the touching increased which made me feel more disgusted to myself. Whenever I came home after the tuition, I always took bath, to clean his dirty touch over myself, till my body became red. I cried, cried & cried over it and was wanted to get rid of it. But nothing was helping me.

I tried to focus on my studies, to stopped myself to think of him and his touches. In tuition, also I stay focused on what he teaching me and ignored his touches.

But my that idea also didn't stay last long. It was the time to my final exams, which were in next month meant in March, so it was the time of February's last week. The preparation for exams was going on full swing. But there was no change in my situation, still I tried my best to ignore it and stay focus on my studies.

He increased the timing of the class because of exams which add more pain in my already painful situation.

But I was more focused on my studies than anything else, so I went with the flow.

Then, one day I reached tution as usual but that day, only I was present in the class, in girls. All my classmates girls were absent. I found it unusual but shrugged it when he started the class. Later, in the class one by one boys also left saying they had to go early because of some their personal issues.

Now only 2 boys and me left in the class. And I was getting restless in nervousness as I don't want to be alone with him because of obvious reasons.

But to my dismay, he send away those two boys also for some of his work and I got panic on this. As in this year, I wasn't alone with him once but that day I was.

I was all alone in the whole room with him. I was getting several thoughts as well as praying to god to save me today. But I think god wasn't on my side that day.

As what happened next totally shattered me!!

H-he stood up and sat near next to me. And started touching my b**bs over my top, whilst saying..

"Umm, how I was waiting for this moment, to touch these so sexy b**bs of yours freely. To get sometime alone with you, so that there is no barrier between me & your body."

He said seductively making me more & more disgusted of myself. I cried inwardly when he squeezed my bosoms hard. I felt suffocated under his touch.

I grabbed his hand and carefully removed it. And said..

"What are you doing sir? You're my sir, it wasn't correct."

I tried my best to kept my voice down and slow, not wanting to made him angry which could made the situation more bad. I was just praying to God, to made those boys to come early or any other person.

He opened the top three buttons of my top which gave him more access to my assets and his hands slowly went in my top, touching my bosoms over my b*a, soon under my b*a also.

And my inwardly tears, started to flow out by that time. He squeezed & pinched them and I begged him to stop.

But rather to stopped he laughed and said.

"Ohh, Nandini c'mon don't be shy. You're my good student na, so just obey me otherwise you know what could I do with you and nobody will ever know about this."

I cried and pleaded him to stop. But again he only laughed at me, over my situation.

"Sshhh.. Nandini don't cry my dear student. You should be proud to be touched by me, by your beloved teacher. And you know I just love your b**bs, so round in shape with pointing nipples, soft n smooth. Ek dum perfect. I always wanted to saw these tits of yours which always erect me over your top only. It was that fascinating & a major turn on.

So, just enjoy and let me enjoy... My dear student!!"

He said & explained my assets awfully, lust was clearly available in his voice and eyes.

He made disgusting sounds while touching me.

His words made me feel so low of myself and I cursed myself to be a girl not a boy. I felt if I was a boy then none of all this will happen to me. But alas! I'm a girl. And now I knew why girls are thought of themselves a curse.

I Was A BLOODY CURSE BECAUSE I'M A GIRL!!

He continued his touched on my bosoms and...a-and... H-he b-bite me on the valley of my b-bosoms..and...t-then..

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"I can't tell more Manik." I said to him and ran from there, crying incoherently.

I couldn't bring myself to say further as the memories of that day coming along with the pictures of my vulnerable state. So, I ran from him away which I was doing since all those happened to me. My past make me weak & coward.

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Manik's Pov...

Nandini finally was telling me her past. And I was keenly listening her. But suddenly she stopped and ran from the terrace.

I hurriedly ran after her because I don't want to slip this moment, if it's slipped then I'll never come to know the whole past of her.

She needed to tell me the whole damn thing, I know its hell difficult for her but only that way her heart can feel peace & ease which wasn't it felt since a long time.

And that way only, I can help her to remove the bitter past from her memories, totally.

I know till now she didn't expressed her past with anyone nor share her inner turmoil with anyone except her parents, that's why she need to spew the whole truth so that she can get rid of it easily & can empty her heart n mind which was filled with bitter memories.

It's not easy, I know! But I'll help her, I'm all here for her, only for her!!

With this determined statement, I followed her. She ran more faster, hearing my shouts, to stop her. She reached to her room & before I stopped her she locked it from inside and I huffed helplessly.

But I didn't loose hope so I very slowly knocked the door and called her..

"Nandini, plzz open it."

I said softly & pleaded but didn't get any response from her.

I was about to call her again when I heard voices from behind. I turned to look & saw all my friends there with worried looks.

"Manik, what happened.. Nandini aise kyun bhag ke aayi?"

They all asked. And I battle in my mind, whether to tell them or not. Obviously, I'll tell them but it's a right time?? I think it's better to know the whole past thing first then tell them & if I tell them what will I say when I myself don't know the whole damn thing.

Yeah! It's better not to tell them and increase their worries.

"Guys, plz don't ask anything now. I'll tell you later, ok?"

I whispered and asked in the end.

"Ok, we understand but nothing to worry about na..say??."

They said and asked back. And I nodded in a no and spoke.

"Nothing to worry about, trust me. You all just go and rest for a while as we need to leave for Mumbai in the morning too, ok!"

I said try to comfort them and remind them about our departure too.

They all nodded, and left to their rooms.

I took a deep breath and headed to the Manager room.

Why??

To get the extra keys of Nandini's room.

I reached Manager room and tell him the situation not the whole truth but a bit of it. And thankfully he agreed to help me without doing much effort.

I took keys from him and head to Nandini. I reached her room and unlocked the door, to get a shock.

Shit! Nandini was lying on the floor unconscious. I hurriedly closed the door and rush to her, took her head on my lap and shake her shoulders, try to wake her up.

But she didn't opened her eyes, then I took the water jug from the nearby table and sprinkle it on her face. Thank God it worked and she slowly opened her eyes.

"Nandini..ohh Nandini thank God you're fine. I was become so scared, to see you like that."

I said engulfing her in a tight hug while relaxing my heartbeat which got quicken double, seeing her unconscious. I helped her to get up from the floor and again hugged her tightly.

But then what Nandini said next made me broke the hug & stood still on my place.

She said...

"Leave me Manik. I'm not worthy for you. I'm dirty and used. I'm a curse. And with me your life will become worse. I'm good for nothing. I'm not pure. I'm a bloody shit. You can't love a girl like me who had such a nasty past, which can make anyone disgust over me. I'm not less than a whor-.."

She rant on and on after pulling herself away from me, saying shits over shits and I desperately want to shut her so I did what strike me first to shut her up.

Yes, you all guessed correct!!

I kissed her. I kissed her very hard to show my hurtness n anger towards her choice of words for her.

How can she think of herself, like this! She is a girl not a curse. A beautiful girl, from outside n inside both. Moreover, nothing can stop me for not loving her. My love will never change, no matter what had happened in her past.

I bite her lower lip hard to make her respond to my kiss as I felt her frozen because of my sudden act.

We broke apart in need of oxygen and she looked at me, panting heavily. I also looked at her and then her swollen lips which made me smile a little.

But soon it vanished because of Nandini's words.. not again!!

"Manik mujhe chup karwane se truth will not change.. I m a curse and it'll nev-"

If she is stubborn and can repeat her mistake twice then I'm too. Yes, I again kissed her!!

This time, the kiss was more passionate and was a dominate one. Ofcourse, me dominating her, who else. This time, I didn't give her a chance to respond to me and I took the full charge.

I nibbled, sucked & bite her lips harshly and wildly. And broke the kiss when I feel that she can't take anymore and her lungs were running out.

After broking apart, there was a pin drop silence spread across the room. But after sometime I felt Nandini stirred from her place and was about to speak, again.

Damn! This girl...!!

But I beat her this time not wanting to listen her shitty ramble again.

"One more word, about my Nandini and I'll punish you more badly now, then this."

I spoke once my breath became usual and eyed her dangerously.

And she gaped at me shock but later nodded lightly. I chuckled at her reaction & sighed happily simultaneously as I win over her, first time. Hassh!!

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To be continued...

How's it?? I thought that the story got heated so much becoz of the past thing, so I made it little lighter.

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