before starting, I will just say this, this story is very much near to my heart, I had written emotions of each one , as if I had been in that situation..from here u gonna see new manan, which u will love definitely..this story is mainly from manik side point of view... only in some parts u all get nandini pov..my main character sketch is all about manik...yeah from his side u all got to know, about nandini..hope u like nandini, which is unlike a nandini, who read from past 20 parts..she will be new and well defined girl ..hope u enjoy new manan from here...hey big surprise is awaiting..and yeah don't kill me for this chapter..after having big jatka..yeah its beautiful surprise, which gonna fall for...

happy reading...to my fav.part..which I always imagined to write...finally i'm doing, im just excited to core..

after 2 weeks...

writer's pov

what is life? is it always a pain? is it really happiness..no its not, it just a mixture of both..u won't know the value of happiness unless and until , if u have tasted pain and hurt..maybe pain and betrayal destroyed u..but u know still somewhere same person is still there within u..its just u covered them up..to get shielded by urself not to get hurt by anyone..if any one can break that shield and enter that territory...its all urs..u can see that best person, which u didn't realized but someone showed u , that u are still the same..

same was with nandini..a life, which she deserved was back to her....the day, which she prayed for god, the day which her family wanted to see...she was there..she was..yes I won't say she was completely over from her past, she is still trying to cope up to get nandini, which she was..being same old nandini, was not easy task to her..but u have someone, who has ur back, it is not that difficult also..life changed..life once again changed..with a new beginning with her life again..its..

ONCE AGAIN SUNRISERS

in her life..let's peep in what is happening after 2 weeks..i can hear loud chorus..aiyyappa its really loud, that my ear drums, are really hurting..mera ears..

Mumbai...

MUSIC AWARDS 2016

Good evening , Mumbai...wow..this crowd are going crazy said the most craziest host-manish paul..

oh! c'mon yaar..es bolra hai tuje patha nai hai...koun ara hai? Esi liye ethna hangama hora hai..said kapil sharma..giving unbelievable look to manish on stage of MUSIC AWARDS..

koun ara hai? he asked in i'm not really interested way, giving his touch ups...he got great kick on his kick on his ass, straightly fell flat on stage..off course given by kapil..for his talks and behavior in front of whole crowd..

gadha ka hi ka...pura desh ka breaking news hai..aur tu kera hai..koun ara hai? he mimicked like manish ..

fine bolo koun ara hai? he asked in annoyed tone..while getting up..

before him whole crowd said one name,

"DAZZLERS"

the shout , can be heard to whole Mumbai..there sat Malhotra's in first row..mukthi being the first person, at the corner, which is reserved by her bestie especially for her..as mukthi always wished to meet her fav.singer, as promised by nandini..followed by all the Arjun and dhruv, next to them whole gang even nandini's parents..mukthi's eyes were twinkling , it was just a moment, which she waited more than marrying abhimanyu..all smiled at her excitement..they never knew mukthi was such die heart fan of dazzler...

mu-I can't believe..i'm going to see them abhi...she shouted in happiness...throwing herself on abhis' arms..he smiled at her child antics..he just looked back..alya and cabir giggled..

navya and dhruv pinched her each arms, to make her realize it was a reality, where they gonna see them live...

mu-ouch..why are pinching me?

nav-to make u realize , that u aren't dreaming women..u gonna watch dazzlers soon..she gave beautiful smile...

mu-I can't say, how i'm feeling right now? she jumped , without caring whole crowd was watching her..

ca-we actually can see in ur face mukthi..just chill..they will be one, who performs the first..

mu-really...she kept her hands dreamily , Arjun just laughed at her...

unknown to the fact...who she is waiting for her, was her own bestie...

back to the stage..

samaj me agaya ..Bhai log..bas karo...hum finally present kar hai..tum sabki fav. DAZZLERS..es pele unki queen se mil jeye..jes milne ap log ethna uthsuk hai..I will not irritate u more..so let welcome them, who u never seen..but became lovers of them , over heels...so presenting

"JAAN" QUEEN OF DAZZLERS...

said manish paul, much to make whole crowd make a bigger hungama..it was a moment which the crowd awaited..and its here..they gonna see the best couple , whose love story is superr is upar..in the eyes of people..whose another name of friendship ....

at the same time-in green room

nandini's pov

I looked my reflection, I was here, where I need to be..yes i'm there..which I dreamt in my childhood..i looked myself..i felt i'm better person..i felt some new within me..i looked my eyes..its not blank, but its expressing its feeling...I took the locket in my hand..which is was wearing around my neck..i smiled at them..there was no tears..there was happiness...by seeing them together..as he promised he was there whenever I needed him...I closed my eyes..i can see myself playing guitar and dancing freely like a bird..i smiled seeing myself that much happy, rather than seeing me crying or broken, Whenever I closed my eyes..it felt good, after complete two years , I was feeling same as that time..i feel like all my burdens are taken away..as if something is lifted from my heart..shall i tell u something..even my soul, I can feel them.. I opened my eyes..i smiled after complete one year..the way I used smile..thanks for this smile BFF..thanku..I had tears once again in my eyes with broad smile..tears tickled my cheeks..i had , what I wanted..today my hands are not empty..it's really not..

I smiled looked at his picture , which were once again in my phone wallpaper..i felt like I was healing at all..this feeling is just awesome...thanku..thanku..thanks for one more new start..

I smiled once again, when I heard my name , I literally can hear crowd..for the change..i loved it after years.. I adjusted my hairs once again..i covered my face, with a piece of cloth, just reviling my two pair of eyes..which were happy to core..the happiness can be seen easily..

mam, here are ur roses..

I took them, he won't change for good, never ever...It was yellow roses...

may my "JAAN" , twinkle like a "STAR" today...the way she wanted to...

happy new beginning darling heart...

to my love

from ur BFF

he is back, with his notes again..i smiled and walked..whole crowd was going gaga..one name,DAZZLERS...

Deewani Mastani Lyrics

(imagine nandini in palaki- and her attire, think her face is covered with a cloth, except her eyes)

I was sitting in a big a palaki , it was coming down to stage from high above, in fact as if i'm descending from sky.. I was feeling like a angel in true sense..

Nabhatun aali apsara

Nabhatun aali apsara

Asi sundara saaj sazpunna

Aali aali aali

Aali ga aali..

Kesa madhi maandla gajra

Lokachya nazra khilya tichyavar

Aali aali aali..

whole crowd went silent , infact it was pin drop silence, thousands eyes were watching me, waiting to see me, but i'm nandini, who won't give anyone opportunity to see me this early, i'm really evil in this teasing and testing someone's patience..and now I finally landed on ground..god, I was little nervous, though protection was there, but still height can manage anyone nervous, even it maybe nandini also...

Duniyachi pyaari tu

Agrani harni ga

Agrani sundaraa ha ha..

Aali ga aali

Aali ga aali

Aali ga aali

Oh maharani aali..

Aga ga ga ga...

(guys just imagine same steps of deewani masthani-i really suck at writing about dance steps-hopefully u could image the same)

I finally put my legs on the floor, no it was someone' back..i slowly climbed down, as I stepped each back of many men's, if u truly ask me, I really didn't like this..stepping on someone is not good...I finally reached main stage, I was little nervous, the girl who all ways, sing behind the curtain, is giving her first live performance..even though I know myself and my passion...I closed my eyes and sang the lines...remembering him...

Nazar jo teri laagi main deewani ho gayi

Deewani haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

Mash'hoor mere ishq ki kahaani ho gayi

Jo jag ne na maani toh maine bhi thaani

Kahaan thi main dekho kahaan chali aayi..

Kehte hain ye deewani mastani ho gayi

I did it, finally nandini sang in front of everyone...I was hell nervous, and my friends were having good time watching me from VIP audience...but I finally  I put my words in best I could..it was from my heart..i sang from my heart...it was always from their..which always managed me than anyone..i'm glad I had the best thing..

Mash'hoor mere ishq ki ye kahani ho gayi

Jo jag ne na maani toh maine bhi thaani

Kahaan thi main dekho kahaan chali aayi..

Kehte hain ye deewani mastani ho gayi

Deewani haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

I did some kathak steps, in which no one can beat me, i'm well professional dancer.. since childhood..and I could see mukthi's constant eye along with others..i gave a look to her, when I was at the edge of the stage...yeah she got me..she was somewhere shock, still had in confusion because I had covered my face..but she could identify my eyes..after all she is my one of the best friend...who was with me in thick and thin..

and I could feel his gaze constant on me..if any one could melt me, its just him..i was in my world..that is full of dance, music and him..it was perfect moment for me..i completely forgot, I was dancing in a crowd..where lakhs of people, are still awaiting to look me..i could say they are really impatient to see me...who the hell is this girl is? who the hell are DAZZLERS...

Zakham aisa tune lagaya

Deewani, deewani, deewani, deewani ho gayi

Marham aisa tune lagaya

Ruhaani, ruhaani, ruhaani, ruhaani ho gayi

Pehchaan mere ishq ki ab toh

Pehchaan mere ishq ki ab toh

Rawaani, rawaani, rawaani, rawaani ho gayi

Ho.. mash'hoor mere ishq ki kahani ho gayi

Kehte hai yeh deewani, mastani ho gayi

Haan deewani, haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

Mash'hoor mere ishq ki kahani ho gayi

Jo jag ne na maani toh maine bhi thaani

Kahaan thi main dekho kahaan chali aayi

Kehte hain ye deewani, Mastani ho gayi

Deewani haan deewani, deewani ho gayi

I did main steps, with co dancers...it was perfect, I did it in perfection, trust me I didn't rehearsed more than two times all thanks to DAZZLERS, who were just behind me..not to stress more..thanks to my so called health, which never go hand in hand..i was now in center of stage ready to shock the people by showing my face...

Sab noor noor sa bikhra hai

Ek tu hi khayalon mein utra hai

Bas jhoom jhoom jhoom jhoom jaata hai dil

a girl , who is called to be my co dancer, started opening the cloth from my face, all people were watching me only, I can feel they gonna gasp at the moment they will see me..who won't the arrogant nandini murthy is JAAN, and NM OF DAZZLERS..finally she did it...I just want see one person at the moment, that was mukthi..she was shocked to core, I just gave my smile, as I walked to the stage, which is little height than which I  was , I could here biggest gasp from every individual in the crowd....and there came a big blast in sky stating my name...

"QUEEN OF DAZZLERS JAAN"

Tu mastani hai..

Tu deewani hai..

Paakeza hasti hain teri, tu noorani hai..

Sab noor noor sa bikhra hai

Ek tu hi khayaalon mein utra hai

(sargam)

I  took several rounds, without caring for anything its just me and my world..i did effortlessly, I was myself surprised that, even though at lack of practice I did it, and all thanks to my heart and yearly practice, even after one year break from my music and my dance...I was actually doing better..let me tell u, even though I left them, they always reside me, without leaving me...

I ended , I could see my picture of mine...with my name...NM=JAAN=NANDINI=QUEEN OF DAZZLERS.....

I bowed my head...I now saw the crowd, they all were standing , I smiled fullest...I looked for the person, who I just wanted to see, when I saw him, he had proudness in his eyes for me..that's all I wanted ...I did what I need to be done...my thought process was stopped by huge applause and whistling...I did final bow..because I have another performance lined up..with DAZZLER KING...

Mukthi's pov..

somebody pinch me...I asked them, dhruv did the same..i was like was it true...I was happy to core see them..it was wish I had, since 5 years..i had heard about them, heard there songs...I'm huge fan of them..today morning, abhi told he wanted me to take to Mumbai, with everyone, I was least interested creature now..then without any option left I walked to airport..followed by my family..abhi looked more happier..as if he got every damn thing today..i asked him..what's making him happy today, he didn't said a word to me..then we all finally landed Mumbai..the city of dreams, where I got nandini, one and half years back..it was city , which gave best thing in my life..i stepped out of the private jet of Bhai's ...we headed to checking area...abhi and navya said me to get ready in the best outfit, which I like the most..at current i'm nowhere mood in such things..i need nandini, I called her phone, its been two weeks, I didn't talked to her..why she left us..what is her past..is there any future of Bhai and nandini, I really don't know, If someone ask me, trust me they make a great couple...but..

my thoughts disturbed by dhruv, who came to take me, I asked him about others, he told they are waiting for me outside..i was ready with my best outfit, which nandini and abhi had gifted me, I wanted wear them on special occasion, I unknown to my knowledge wore that..i stepped out of Malhotra mansion, in Mumbai..i could see abhi, gazing me, I was literally burning at his sight, and my worries are forgotten business...

we reached venue...it looked kinda big Bollywood hub, I looked abhi , he smiled and gave an envelope to me...

nandini, tum ko den ko bola, the gift u asked from her...he smiled widely...it didn't took me time, I quickly opened the envelope, my wish to see DAZZLERS came true, it was VIP pass , that to in first seat..i was jumping, throwing myself on everyone, the smile I had lost , came back on my face...I wanted to share this happiest news with one person, nandini, I dialed her no..but no use..i got message from her...

a gift , which u asked for...hope u may like it...I was smiling like fool..nandini need to answer my thousand question, at the moment my priority was DAZZLERS..i drag every member with me..they smiled fullest, seeing me smiling after weeks..i had been broken from 2 weeks..but this sudden surprise made me happy to core..

I was showing my never coming to an end excitement,  there came announcement saying JAAN -QUEEN OF DAZZLERS gonna performance first..this is the biggest to biggest wish of my life..i'm gonna see her..i always loved her soulful voice, yet something pain in them...I wanted see her any cost today..

then she appears, just like an angel...truly said she is QUEEN, my dream came true...she was here...she had covered her face with a cloth except her eyes...her steps can say she is well trained professional kathak dancer..she is master of every form..i had read about her through DAZZLERS BLOG...which is maintained by one of the DAZZLER member, named by "AT"...

she walked with her steps to the corner of the stage, I was like, yes..that eyes..its nandini's...is she nandini? my best friend? is she JAAN? ...I carefully analyzed her, yes i'm sure she was nandini..but nandini and dance and music..is she as love story behind her...I have thousands question adding more into infinite question....

as if answering my question, some girl opened her face, which I wished , and guess what, she was the QUEEN OF DAZZLERS..dhruv and dad loudly gasped and nandini parents were shock to core...why won't they? the girl they humiliated without having mercy , had best life any girl could wish for..but the nandini, whom I saw was completely different girl..the girl, who is called the most arrogant girl, is the most sweet and bubbly person to the world, with her other name JAAN..who is she in real, the girl, who I heard about and read about..or the girl whom I saw..i really don't..she gave a big smile of her, I couldn't not help but to smile at my friend..whom I'm great fan of..her name was displayed in big screen..stating her names..NM=JAAN-NANDINI=QUEEN OF DAZZLERS..how dumb I can be..it was NM , that means nandini murthy..I smiled lightly hugged my dad....i want to just run and hug her , that's all I need..no hard feelings..

all-are u happy?

mu-I can't express..i said as tears made my way..

I could hear nandini's parents words..nandini aur jaan , she is jaan? they were confused to core..abhi just hugged me tightly..

mu-thanku..

ab-say thanks to ur princess, and even from our side..he ended, I couldn't figure out his words..i really couldn't

end of pov

nandini's pov...

yup, i did it..i had already changed to beautiful knee length dress..i was ready for my performance again..with him..after long time..that to in live..i walked up to stage to hear melodious voice, which I love the most on the earth...

(costume of the boy-its not sharukh, just attire)

he was singing and simultaneously dancing in shadow, like always..it was actually abhi's idea, to open his buddy like this..god this idiots..i was suddenly pulled by him..we were going to dance in shadow again, to show the "magic of dazzlers"

Main rahoon ya na rahoon

Tum mujh mein kahin baaki rehna

Mujhe neend aaye jo aakhiri

Tum khwabon mein aate rehna

Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)

he sang as he lifted me in air..i was feeling super...I tell  u he has his own effects even today..he twirled me like baby..it was basically mix version of both contemporary and salsa..which were we famous for in dance form..he put me down..i looked his eyes..it just was showering me with love and only love..no hatred..no gussa.. this is what I always wanted see in his eyes..a burning passion was there in his eyes..like always he has when he sings and dance..

Main rahoon ya na rahoon

Tum mujhme kahin baaki rehna

we did some contemporary dance..we never cared about any..in fact we both forgot we were in crowd , the people were watching us..who cares, nandini and him doesn't cares..its "us"..after long time..i danced with him..his words were not only a musical lyrics..its his words from his heart to my heart..

Kisi roz baarish jo aaye

Samajh lena boondon mein main hoon

Subah dhoop tumko sataaye

Samajh lena kirno mein main hoon (x2)

Kuch kahun ya na kahun

Tum mujhko sada sunte rehna

Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)

he took me in air, as if saying he can reach me in air also..his words..were magical..just magical..to fall for him again and again..only man, who can make me fall for him ..its just him only him...and i'm only his..no one can come between us..no one..

Hawaaon mein lipta hua main

Guzar jaaunga tumko chhu ke

Agar mann ho to rok lena

Thehar jaaunga in labon pe (x2)

Main dikhu ya na dikhu

Tum mujhko mehsoos karna

he just disappeared , he was nowhere..suddenly a light focused me, I can see whole audience , I twirled as he gave a push in twirl I ended up with main stage..crowd was eager to know,who was the person, I just gave a look to my family ..they were curious to know, who he was , who can effect me like anyone..who the one..who loved me like anyone..who made my life like both heaven in his presence and hell in his absence..

Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)

Hmm..

finally I saw him, he was in his knees still in shadow..slowly slowly light was hitting his body..from legs to his face...finally it did, whole crowd gasped loud enough but it really it didn't mattered me... he looked me with moist eyes, I smiled widely with my tears..as I heard big blast in sky..he pointed his hand towards sky as he forwarded biggest red rose bouquet to me..i took them from him, and looked sky..i wanted to know what he wanted to say..when I saw them, while he sang his lines..

Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)

Main rahun ya na rahun

Tum mujh mein kahin baaki rehna..

"I LOVE U JAAN"

FROM UR BFF

I looked back to him, he stood and gave me a side hug, I had happy tears in my eyes..i hugged him more tightly , without caring who was watching us..where was I ...he held me tightly...as if he looses the grip , I will vanish...

did I say his name..let me introduce u to my greek god..

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"yeah, he is the person, who love me the most..who was the reason of tears..who is BFF and who is my OPPOSITE ALSO ..MY MUNO...THE MANIK MALHOTRA..."

MM=MUNO=MANIK=KING OF DAZZLERS

I was at peace, I was, he is my life..my manik..my soul..he is the one..i love the most in the world, who broke me, who also trying to mend me..my only trust..my only man..my BFF..

RAISE UR HAND, U THOUGHT ARAV IS THE NANDINI'S PAST? I REALLY LOVE TO HEAR THEM FROM U..DID I MADE UR TIME WORTH ON THIS STORY..DID I ?

ANYBODY EXPECTED OR THOUGHT MANIK BEING NANDINI'S PAST AND PRESENT and EVEN FUTURE , ASK ME AS MANY AS QUESTIONS, I'M HERE TO ANSWER...

IF U GIVE ME BEST VOTES AND COMMENTS, THEN NEXT UPDATE WILL BE SOON..I PROMISE..

WITH LOTS OF LOVE