Dec 8, 2015.

Nandini.

Stupid wish of mine.. brought a drastic change in my life. I'm not that carefree nandini anymore.
After that night, I missed my dates. I got it checked then I got to know I was pregnant. Doctor's statement changed my life upside down. I couldn't react that moment. I was carrying a little soul in me. I was very much sure that whose child it was but I used him for a night only just to fulfill my wish. He's no where at fault but he is. He could've used the protection but he did not use it. What then. I didn't even know who was he. I just know his first name, Manik.

I tried hard to hide this thing from my family but for how long, it could be seen on my face what I was going through. One day they got to know, a big drama happened at my place, I knew I was wrong but.. well they asked me to get rid of it, I clearly denied. Where's that young soul at fault. I couldn't punish my baby just because his biological parents did it for their pleasure. I can't or let anyone punish the young soul. I was too adamant. So they decided they'll get me married as soon as possible.
I was in house arrest. More likely room arrest. I was not allowed to step out of my room, a girl who drinks and party like its her last day was now a bird of a cage. I tried a lot of times to sneak out and run away.
I succeeded once but how long could I hide at mukti's place. Yeah. That's the place I could be found other than my house. They found me. I was locked again. In a time of 10 days they found a guy.
That guy agreed, I knew my parents did not tell him anything about my pregnancy.
He came in my room, I tried to put a bad impression on him. We he stepped in my room he saw me smoking, As I saw him I tried to act innocent. But he didn't mind me smoking. We talked, I confessed everything shamelessly. I told him, I'm carrying a stranger's baby in me.
He walked out of my room. I jumped in excitement. I knew now he's not going to marry me. I patted my back for that. But alas! he did deny for the marriage but I was hell rich, oh my parents were.
He and his family being a greedy soul agreed for the marriage.

Days passed, all that while I was just thinking how to escape and then another bomb fell on me, Mukku told me she's moving to mumbai for further studies! How messier my life could get. My life was like a puzzle whose one part is missing and never to be found!

That guy used to come to meet me, after knowing my history he started to show me his real colours, such a player. He tried to touch me every possible. I jerked him away. Always!

My marriage's round the corner. I'm all broken. That nandini who was full of life is fading away! I legit thought to give up and decided to marry that jerk.
Days passed! But things didn't changed a bit.

My marriage day, Yeah. The black day of my life. I slipped myself into wedding dress, a fucking heavy dress. I never wore such dress but I had to. I was sitting on a stool near my dressing table. Just then mukku came in, like a light in the dark.

Nandini! I have a plan. I was supposed to go mumbai next month na. Chal, aj chalte hain. Ham dono. I can't let my nannay die. Chal bhag chalte hain. Mumbai. This guy. He's not your guy. Okay. We're going. You don't need to pack stuff. I've packed everything and keep this note on your bed side. -Mutki said.

She handed me a note. I hugged her tight. She saved me, she saved nandini from fading away!
I quickly got rid of my jewellery and that wedding dress & got into shorts and a Sleeveless shirt. I took my phone and my purse & left that place.
I left that place forever. Hamesha keh lye!

No looking back. We both said in unison and reached the airport. I knew after I left there would've been a big drama. Obviously, their daughter ran away on her marriage but honestly, I was least bothered. I was happy!
We reached mumbai. I some how managed on the money I had but it was a high time that I take up a job to buy bread, I had to take care of that young soul in more than myself, but who would give a job to a college drop out, but still I tried. I got a call from a company in mumbai.
Not so big, but I got a job over there. They didn't pay me heavy amount but it was enough for me to survive me at the moment.

My first day of job, it went pretty well. I was heading back to mukti's apartment but couldn't reach back on my own legs. I was going back by walk. Suddenly a car hit me bad. I was lying unconscious there.
When I gained back my consciousness I was in a hospital.

Mukti came in my room, it was time to face the reality. She told me that I lost my baby. The baby who was growing inside me. I lost it. I cried bad. I couldn't react. I was broken. I left my house, my family everything for the soul growing in my tummy but I lost him, for life.
I cried and cried mukti hugged me and tried to console me.

(A/N: Taa-daaan. Yes. Done with chapter 3. Don't worry soon manik will enter and you'll see, no read some fireworks taking place between the two. I hope you're not getting bored with the story. Drop in your comments, I'm curious to know your veiws about the story. Anday tamatar bhe chalay ga but say something. Next update? Even I don't know when. I'll try updating asap. Till then, take care and Tadaaa. ❤ )