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Hello People! How are you all? How was your eid?

Mine was boring af! :/

But yes here is the chapter! I request you all to grab the tissue box and yes!

After the chapter ends I don't want you all to start blaming the poor soul!

Take out a minute from your precious time think about her condition and then write a SANE comment! It's request!

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Chapter 13 C

Nandini's POV...

"I have told Manik everything about you and your beautiful interesting pass just a while ago! And he hates you now!"

"You are lying!" I shrieked turning to her and she shrugged.

"No dear Nandini! No! I am not lying!" She spoke with an evil smirk and I gave her a look of disbelief.

"Shut up do you get it? I don't believe you! My Manik loves me! He doesn't care what my past is! He loves me beyond that!" I told her screaming my lungs out and huffed like a bull.

My breath was uncontrollably wild and I was covered in sweat.

My Manik loves me!

He loves me!

He doesn't care of my past!

He loves me!!!!!

She is lying, Nandini! Don't believe her! Trust your love! Queen spoke loudly shaking me from my trance and I nodded in determination.

"Oh yes!" Neyonika's voice brought my attention and I stared at her numbly. "He loves Nandini! But he can't love a killer! And now he knows that you are a drug addict!" She spoke mercilessly and I clenched my fists.

"I was on drugs! Not anymore!" I defended myself and tried to be confident but Neyonika leaned closer trapping me between herself and the wall.

"And what about the side effects of those drugs dear?" She whispered dangerously and I gulped.

"You know nothing!" I spoke in a shaky tone and she let out a humorless chuckle before gripping to my chin, I tried shrugging her away but she was unbelievably strong. I felt her palming my tummy and breath stopped.

"Defected womb? Can't conceive a baby EVER?" She spoke in a mocking tone and tears brimmed in my eyes as she hit the right cord to hurt me.

"Shut up and leave me!!" I screamed more when she tore off my scarf and it caused so many rashes around my neck...

Don't fall weak Nandini! You are strong! Very strong! Queen was shouting for the motivation and I wriggled in Neyonika's grip.

"Oh Nandini! You poor little thing!" She mocked again and this time she tried to slap me but I finally got succeeded in pushing her away.

"You are a liar! Manik will never hate me! I'll never believe you!" I shouted again and pushed her once again, she looked least affected. I tried running from her but my own gown got stuck in my feet I tumbled and my head directly hit the marble shelf. I let out a shriek and instantly the corner of my forehead started bleeding.

You okay? Queen asked crying loudly and I nodded to myself. But the blood was oozing out.

I will fight through this.

I will not fall weak.

"Accept it Nandini! Your Manik hates you!" She shouted coming closer to my back and I fisted my hands once again as blood dripped off my temples. Anger built up inside me and I turned with a jerk only to punch her in the face. She backed off and I saw her falling on the floor.

"You can't manipulate me! I trust my Manik to my life!" I shouted back at her and picked up my phone from the floor.

I needed to call Manik...he'll get me.

"Manik!" I whimpered out his name as tears in my eyes blurred my vision and with shaking hands I tried to fish out Manik's number.

"I'll kill you Nandini!" I heard Neyonika growling on my back but I didn't care all I wanted was to call Manik.

Finally I found his number...

But before I could dial a message notification popped up.

Manik's...

I smiled through my tears and immediately tapped on the message to read and reply.

"Oh Manik!" I whispered when the text thread opened.

I started reading the message and all the energy in my legs left my body immediately...

Manik hates me...

He hates me...

I sank on the floor with a thud and stared at his text...

"I just hate you Nandini! You are such a liar! I never knew you were hiding such big secrets! I don't wanna see your face ever! Fu*k off!"

But he promised...he promised to be with me even after knowing my truth.

Manik promised...

I won't let him get away with this!

He needs to answer...

He lied...

Why?

Oh God...Oh God...

He hates me...

Why?

Why didn't I tell him earlier!!??

He hates me now!!

Oh Nandini!! Just call him! Queen shouted crying out loud with me.

I nodded and with trembling fingers I tapped the calling option but his phone was switched off...

He doesn't wanna see my face...

Jesus!!

Why!! Why me?

Kya mera kasoor itna bada hai?

Kya itne buri hoon main??

"So? What's wrong?" Neyonika tched standing over my head and I stared at her with defeated eyes...

"He hates me!" I whimpered looking at her and I felt my each nerve in head will burst away...

"He hates me!" I chanted again and she kneeled near me while my eyes followed her. She cupped my left cheek and I sobbed staring at her with miserable eyes.

"Yes darling! That's what I am trying to tell you since last 10 minutes! He hates you! A girl like you can never live a happy life!" She spoke softly wiping my tears and I hiccupped.

"Am I that bad?" I asked like a broken baby and she nodded.

"You are a criminal! You killed Nandini!" She insisted on her words and I nodded.

She was right...I was a criminal...

She was right...her every word was right.

To whom I was lying?

That was the end of my relation?

The man who gave every hope for me to live now hates me and he has switched off his phone so that I won't be able to question him....

"You only deserve worst Nandini! I pity you! Now get up and leave this place!" Neyonika patted my cheek and I was not able to make any sense.

Suddenly I started seeing her the whole reason for my misery and I pushed her away from me.

"You are the reason for all my sufferings!!" I shouted at her and she backed off while I stood up.

"You yourself deserve this Nandini!" She tched back and I felt so helpless...

"You are a liar!! JUST SHUTUP!!" I shouted my lungs out and threw my phone at her in anger.

She dodged it and it directly hit the wall, getting smashed into several pieces.

"Just go to hell!" I screamed at her and next second I was crazily running out of the restrooms.

"You can't do this to me Manik!" I cried to myself and run crazily around the stranded corridor.

"I don't wanna see your face ever!"

His text rang in my head I stumbled towards the back exit which I saw while coming towards the restrooms.

Finally I found it and came into the dark alley where there was only a light bulb was hanging. Nothing and no one was there...

Crying on my defeated fate I slipped with the dirty wall and hugged my knees.

"You loved me! Your love! Was it all a lie?" I shouted for Manik but he was obviously not there to listen to me.

"You always said that you love me beyond my past!! Then how? How can you do this? How can you not see what I have in my heart for you?" I screamed thrashing my legs and arms here there.

"Oh God it's hurting so much!!" I shouted pulling my hair and gripped them tighter.

"Why are you so unfair with me? Why?" I cried looking at the cloudy, stary sky and there was no answer except of a loud rumble of storm.

"I have never questioned you!! NEVER!" I shouted so that God could hear me. "Not when Mama committed suicide! Not even when that beast snatched my virginity when I was only 12! I have never questioned you! Never!" I thought my heart will burst away with all the pain and sadness...

"But now! Today! Right here! I am questioning you! Why? Why you made Manik hate me so much?? Btayen!! Tell me!! What is my fault??" I shouted helplessly and screamed my lungs out but my own voice resonated around making so difference. Helping not even a bit to lessen my pain...

"Have I no right to live? What is my fault??" I was so helpless right now...

Yes! Yes I have no right to live...

"Is it my fault that my Mom died?"

"Or! My stepfather rapped me when I was 12?"

"Or...I killed him when I was 13and went to jail?"

"Why are you doing this to me?? GOD?" I demanded for answers but there was again silence and a little drop of rain fell on my face indicating the storm.

"Make this pain stop!! Please! Somebody make this pain stop! It's hurting so so much!" I sobbed and looked around frantically until my eyes found a broken bear bottle...

The only way to relive from this pain was...to end what all started..

He hates me and doesn't want to see my face then what's the use of my living...?

I stumbled towards the broken bottle and picked it up slowly...

Its sharp edge shone in the darkness and I gulped staring at it.

I am done...its done...

I don't wanna live anymore...

Don't do this Nandini! Please! Don't do this! Life doesn't end with Manik! Queen tried to jerk me but I shook my head...

No...

I sat back on the dirty floor and my vision blurred badly.

All the emotions left my body and all I could think was about ending my life.

I placed the broken piece of glass on my wrist and closed my eyes...

So this is the end?

This is the end of me?

That's how Nandini Murthy's life gonna end?

In a dark, dirty alley where no one will find her ever?

What was her fault?

That she loved a man! She trusted him and now he hates her?

Yes...that's it...

That's it...

I applied a little more pressure and way to go...

The whole broken glass piece pierced directly in my wrist hitting the perfect artery and the pool of blood started oozing...

That's it...

I am gonna die...

Miserable...pitiful creature...the Nandini Murthy...is going to die...

Only few more seconds and all I could think of those lies which Manik spoke to me.

Ten...

"You know! I kept staring at your face all night! I think I have got a hobby!"

Nine...

"Let's get married! You are wearing a gown! I am wearing a suit! Perfect setting hai!"

Eight...

"I am gonna protect you baby! I promise!"

Seven...

"For me! You are the most beautiful lady around the world!"

Six..

"Main sambhaal loon ga tumhy! Bikharny nahi doon ga!"

Five...

"I don't care what your past is! I just know that I love you beyond that!"

Four...

"I so want to make love to you right now!"

Three...

"I love you! Nobody can love you as much as I do!"

Two...

"I am so lucky to have you!"

And I lay almost unconscious on the muddy floor. My eyes starred at the exit door from which I came out and my vision blurred more due to the loss of blood.

One...

The door busted open and my body jerked badly...

"NANDINI!!" The familiar voice...

HIS voice hit my eardrums and I knew I was hallucinating when I saw a vague figure running towards me, because he didn't want to see my face why would he come for me.

"Fu*cking crap NO NO!!" His shouts were breaking my eardrums and I refused to believe that he was for real...

Suddenly I felt my body lift up and gathered in his strong, protective arms.

"Oh no baby what have you done!" I could hear his shouts ringing in my ear and I felt myself gripping to his blazer tightly with my uninjured hand.

"Open your eyes! Look at me! BABY!!!"He was jerking me frantically and I shivered.

I tried opening my eyes and finally got to see his teary ones.

It wasn't a dream...

It was all real...

He came for me?

"Ma—manik!" I whispered his name in disbelief and his tears fell on my cheek.

"Why baby? Why did you do that?" He was crying shouting and hugged me to his chest. My head fell in his neck almost lifeless and my body jerked more.

"Main—mainy bola tha na...!" I whimpered lowly in his ear and he sobbed shaking his head. "Tu—tum ho tou...sab hai! Tu—tum nahi...tou kuch na—nahi!" I completed my words with loads of difficulty and coughed.

"Tou main hoon na!! Main hoon meri jaan! Main hoon tumhry pass!" He cried shaking me to make me believe and I looked at him with half closed eyes breathing to my last...

"Neyonika lied! She was lying! Whatever she said was a lie!" He was shouting and my head busted with uncontrollable pain and remorse...

She lied?

But how...

That message..

My brain was too tired to function this so I just gripped to Manik tighter...

"Why did you hurt yourself? I fu*king love you! Why didn't you trust me?" He screamed loudly trying to stop the blood from my bleeding wrist and I smiled at him.

He loves me...that was a relief...and I was a fool not to trust him...

But it was too late now...

Oh God...

What have I done...

I told you! I told you! Queen was panting with pain and I smiled through my tears.

He loves me...

He loves me...he doesn't hate me he loves me...

I raised my shivering hand and cupped Manik's cheek.

He sobbed and rested his forehead with mine.

"I lo—love you too!" I whimpered lovingly and his lips meet my forehead instantly.

"Wh—what could be better than...dy—ing in yo—your arms??" I sobbed out lowly and he shook his head frantically.

"Nono no noooo! No one is gonna die and your gonna be ok! I am not gonna let you die!" He went frantic and crazy, holding me close to his body.

"H—hey! He—hey!" I whispered trying to calm him down...

"Main bohat gusa hoon tm say! You can't do this to me! oh God! You just can't!" He cried loudly and my hand slid in his hair...

I won't be able to touch his hair after tonight...

"Yo—you ar—are my ba—by!" I whispered lovingly and pressed my lips to his ear...

"Oh Nandini! Don't leave me! Just don't!" He whimpered and I coughed more...

I slowly backed off and cupped his cheek once again.

"I am sor—sorry!" I whispered in a painful tone and he cried like a baby...

"Main mar jaoan gaaa! Mar jaoan ga main!" He cried more telling me that he can't live without me and I was helpless...

The damage was done already and I was responsible for it...

"Man—Manik!" I called him lowly and he leaned closer with teary, sorrowful eyes. "Ki—kiss me!" I whispered my last and the next moment I felt his lips pressed to mine...

That was the last thing I remembered before everything went blank...

I was DEAD...???

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DAMN it! Like seriously what the fu*k just happened??

She died?

Really?

Of course not! Duuh!

Wipe your running nose people! :/

And trust your writer!

And readers!! If you dared to judge my Nandini I swear am gonna kill each of you! What do you expect her to do?

A girl with a broken trust since eternity! Her lover texts her that he hates her and switches his phone off where she is already being manipulated by a witch what can you expect from her?

Can you expect her to be sane after that? I don't think so!

And what about Manik? How can he even text Nandini?

Why?

What happened?

What's his side of story!

You'll get to know till then enjoy this!

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