I know it's been a long time since I updated this book and I do apologize for not continuing this...

I was trying to fight myself from discontinuing this book because most of you love it. However, the more I re-read every chapter I wrote it started to make me feel worse about my writing and I always question myself why did I write this in the first place.

Most of the books I wrote was during the time I was having troubles with myself. The usual school and personal problems in which hurt me so much and writing was one of my ways in coping the feeling since talking it out in real life felt uncomfortable and I could never tell anyone anything on what I was feeling.

Nowadays I look back at this book and it hurts even more that this book was supportive of me only then to turn into a bad memory because this book existed just for that alone.

I'm sorry for telling you all this but I didn't want to let you all have to keep on waiting any longer without any reason to why I wasn't uploading for how long it has been.

Not sure to discontinue the book or try my best to figure out a way to end the book in a good way.

Sorry for letting this out all of a sudden on your guys.