"No! That's a terrible idea" he said as he slams his hand on the table.

"Don't you think, your suggestion won't change anything to me?" I said emphasizing the last three words "I told you, I'm used to doing it." I said as I stood up and get some tissue in the kitchen counter.

"It's too dangerous for you to do it alone, young lady."

I exaggerated roll my eyes to him "Stop thinking that I'm weak. I can protect myself. I'm doing that for five fucking years."

"You mean to say that you're doing it for the last five years without my knowledge."

"Well, yeah!" I shrugged my shoulder before returning to my table and clean all those coffee in the table "I mean, I want you to know it but you're too busy with the work that you almost forgot about me."

"I'm sorry if you felt like that---"

"No!" I said as I shake my head preventing him to finish his words "Don't be sorry. I get it." You don't want to be with me even though you also promised to her.

"My decision is final. You're going to stay here in the house," he said his voice is too firm and cold.

"I told you yesterday that you don't have the rights to dictate my own life."

"But its too dangerous for you to do it alone."

I rolled my eyes and let out a frustrating sigh - this situation is really annoying "Will you please stop thinking that I'm weak! I can protect myself."

"You don't know what you're talking about."

"I do know!"

"There are some wild animals in the campsite."

I stood up and slam my hands in the table. "Stop thinking that I'm Lisanna! I might act like the way she is but definitely, I'm not like her. I can protect myself and if you don't know what does it mean then I'll tell it to you in a simple! It means that I'm not weak!" I yell

This is too much... this is the day that I can be me... the real me that Natsu failed to see.

"Are you saying that Lisanna is weak?" I saw him clench his fist like he was just controlling himself to me.

"Yes!" I said emphasizing the word - because if she's not weak then she won't leave you like this. Natsu looking at me darkly.

"Take it back"

"No!" I said as I made my way to our bedroom - picking all the stuff I redid three days ago. I know Natsu is fucking mad at me that he wants me dead but I don't care.

"YOU WON'T LEAVE THIS HOUSE MRS. DRAGNEEL" he said the moment he entered our bedroom.

I roll my eyes "I can and I'll do it now." I said - I was about to leave the room when he immediately grabs my wrist "Let go!"

"You're not going anywhere."

"Please, Let go!" I plea. I swallowed hard before I look directly to his eyes "Will you please stop acting like you really care about me... because honestly speaking it doesn't suit you." I know pain cross to my eyes but I don't care...

That is the harsh reality I'm living with... my husband never cares about me and him... acting like this now makes my heart in pain.

AFTER that crazy morning with him - I went directly to my parent's mansion... if you are going to asks me about them, well they are both in heaven now and I'm just with my three crazy brothers whose currently handling the Heartfilia's business. The moment I went inside the mansion premises - I was greeted by the old lady who had been my nanny "You still look beautiful, Princess." she greeted me as she gently pats my head like I was a kid.

I smile a little "Thank you Virgo," I was greeted by the other maids the moment I entered the mansion. Capricon bow to me a little that make me smile "How have you been, Capricon?"

"I'm still doing fine, Miss Lucy." he says politely "I was done preparing the things that you asked me to do - Taurus and the others are now putting it on the van that you will use." I smile and nodded "And, Mister Zeref, your brother told me that he wants to speak with you before you leave the mansion."

I frown "Brother Zeref is here? Since when?"

"He was staying here for five days, Princess." Virgo answered my question "He was now on his library doing some of his work."

"YOU SEEMS so busy, brother," I said the moment I entered the library. Zeref look at my face and smile "I'm sorry for the other day." I murmur enough for him to hear.

"I hate that guy." he said frowning "But, I don't have a choice because he was your husband. And unfortunately, I was the last one who knows that you finally married that guy." he said as he put all his things on the one side.

"I'm sorry about that." I said as I sit on the nearest couch "I asked our parents to hide it from you because for sure you will against on it."

"Because it's unfair to you." he even emphasize all the words he had said which makes me bit my lower lips "Lisanna make your life so unfair. And I hate it."

"Lisanna is dying that time, brother."

"But it doesn't change the fact that she dictates your own life, Princess." he says before sighing "Are you in love with that guy that's why you agree with her?"

I swallowed before I nod - I heard Zeref curse under his breath "It's unfair." he murmurs

"I know," I say as I look directly to his eyes "But I want to be with him..."

"But he doesn't see you as Lucy Heartfilia." I can see that my brother is trying himself to calm his nerve "He still thinks about his dead girlfriend."

I inhale as I tried to smile even though my heart is breaking by the things that he had said to me - it was true that Natsu didn't see me as me... the real me... but I'm still hoping that maybe this time...

He will love me just like how much I love him.