AFTER my camping in Heartfilia's private island for three days and now, I'm driving back to my reality. I sigh, if I have a chance to stop the time or choose what I wanted to do in life. I will definitely choose to stop the time where I could be with him - and him, not being angry for my existence. But I think, it will probably not gonna happen because Natsu really hates my existence to the core.

Anyway, my three days of camping went great. I really enjoyed myself and of course, on my last day staying in Heartfilia's Private Island my stepbrother stayed in the Island to celebrate my birthday. Yes, I have a step-brother, and yes it was my birthday yesterday. I turned on the radio and listened to the lyrics of the current song being played.

We fell in love

On the first night that we met

Together

We've been happy

I have very few regrets

The ordinary problems

Have not been hard to face

But lately little changes

Have been slowly taking place

You're always finding something

Is wrong in what I do

But you can't rearrange my life

Because it pleases you

The song is quite good, actually. I like it because it reflects my feelings.

I remember what he had said to me before I went camping. I remember being called a 'bypasser'. I remember him dictating on what I should do in my life. And most especially, I remember what my stepbrother said to me before we left the campsite.

"I CAN'T stop you from going to him. I know how hard-headed you are, Princess," he pauses as he looks carefully in my eyes "But please, if the pain is too much for you to handle, and then feel free to leave."

I smile to him bitterly "I never break my promises, brother."

Zeref sigh as he gently pats my head "You can't be with someone who is broken as you."

I pressed my lips tightly. Natsu is the most broken man I ever saw. And he's also the person that brings out feelings that I never felt more intense than before. Maybe that was the reason why I fell in love with him, hard.

But I know what my brother was trying to say to me, I get it. I can never fix a person. I can never fill in for what they lack. I can never make them something that they won't let themselves be. It's not my responsibility to fix anyone's heart. Because if I did it... I will be the one who will be broken in the end.

My sentiments were cut-off short when I've seen the entrance of his house - and just like what I'd always do, So I continue my speed I exited the paved road and drive through the rough path towards on my 'own' parking space.

You've got to love me

For what I am

For simply being me

Don't love me

For what you intend

Or hope that I will be

And if you're only using me

To feed your fantasy

You're really not in love

So let me go

I must be free

The reason why I went to camping is to let myself feel that I am still worth it. Because this past few days, Natsu really hurt me that if I stayed there on his house - I will surely break down in front of him.

So I need to go for a while... to restart my heart...

AS SOON as I opened the door to our house, well actually his house, and walked in. My eyes widened and my jaw dropped due to the horrible sight that was bestowed upon my eyes.

What the hell? What happens to this place? It was really messy; papers were strewn all over the place, empty bottles of wine on the floor, some of them even broken, and of course, half-eaten food had been on the ground as well. What the hell did he do, have a party?

That thought didn't really help me feel better. Who knows what kind of girls were there, and more importantly; what he did to them. The thought made me sick. I had to take a deep breath in order to calm my stomach down. "N-Natsu..?" I called out to him, hoping that he would answer me.

You're stupid Lucy. You know that he will most likely be in his office.

I rolled my eyes at my inner goddess as I closed the door using my foot. Maybe I should clean up the mess before I go and take a shower. I started cleaning up after my husband, taking extra care when picking up the broken glass. For after what felt like hours later, I finally finished. A smile played across my lips when I looked around. It's clean once again.

I enjoy the view of my hard work for a little bit longer before I grab my luggage and made my way to our room, but...

As soon as I open my eyes, I see Natsu tumbling towards me. Before I could react, his heavy body collides into me, causing both of us to fall to the ground with him on top."Urgh! Natsu gets off me." I groaned, attempting to push him off but failed. That's when I noticed he didn't have a shirt on. I looked down to see that he's only in his boxers. I could feel the heat rising up on my cheeks. Well, this is awkward...

"Cold..." he murmured, nuzzling the crook of my neck, causing shivers to run down my spine.

I mentally shook my head, clearing the thoughts that were starting to appear in my mind."That's what you get for only wearing your boxers. C'mon get up and change-"

My eyes widened when my hand made contact with his cheek. I quickly placed the back of my hand on his forehead to check his temperature. "Oh God, Natsu! You're burning up" I gasped.