https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yw6i1SAHetc

I can feel my soul breaking. I want to cry. Now I know not many people read this book but to the ones that do stay alive friend. I'm going through some pretty bad stuff mentally. I need help. I'm listening to TØP to help me but I don't think its working. Help... I think I might hurt myself or worse. I just want to cry. Well snap... Now I am crying. I just need someone to talk to... If anyone is online... I don't mean to sound clingy or anything but I think if I don't talk to someone I might do something I might regret...

Save me...I think I'm losing my mind here... I locked myself in my room. I'm listening to TØP I do that when I'm sad. My mind won't let me stop thinking about bad things.... I'm going to lose it...