Change.

Good or bad?

Why good?

We learn to grow. Shapes us into someone new, changes our personality. Makes us better.

Why bad?

We miss what we had. We fear whether things will be the same again, whether we'll be able to live the way we used to.

I thought change was good. What ever change that has happened to me, turned out to help me grow and become stronger.

But now, I've been thinking about a change that's gonna happen soon.

It's not far away. Each month brings it a step closer.

I don't want it to come, but who am I to tell time to stop?

I wouldn't have minded change, if I hadn't had to give up so much valuable things for it.

Nothings gonna be the same. I'm gonna have to become an individual, to walk alone and to learn how to grow stronger in the unknown world I'm gonna have to face soon.

More than change, what scares me the most is...

Whether I'll be able to live these moments the same way in the future.

I love how things are going now. I don't want to change. I love things the way they are. But when the time comes for me to leave, leave all the people who were so close to me, leave the environment I love, leave my home..

How can I? I can't.

Even though I have wings, fully grown and ready for flight, I won't be able to leave the nest.

I don't want to change.

I don't want to part from everything I love.

I don't want to.

but...

I have to....