Its hard to love someone who loves someone else. You have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride because you don't want to lose them. That physical feeling of extreme pain; like you just got a bullet, in you chest when you see the person you love, love someone else. You want to be the one they give sweet forehead kisses or you want those extremely breathtaking eyes to look at you the same way they do to them yet you can only see everything you ever wanted being given to someone else, You want to be the first person they think of in the morning, yet you don't even occupy their mind for a second in the entire day. You're the person who's by their side in seconds when they need you, yet when you need them, you are all alone, They don't know you love them so fiercely that your soul will soon be nothing but a heap of ashes..yet you just want them to gain heat from it. 

But what they don't realise is that even the smallest of the fires require a fuel to keep burning. You won't stop loving them in a matter of seconds but maybe life will throw things at you that will make you realise that they are not the one..maybe..just maybe..someone else is waiting to keep you heart sealed inside theirs for all along the remaining journey through this dark tunnel.

Try not to give up on your love for as long as you can..but the day you realise...its toxic even being one sided...get as far away as you can because there is absolutely no one who's worth you destroying yourself for them and only them. 

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Stage 7: I have realised that love isn't just a beautiful morning to experience and feel calm or a stormy night, to forget the day after. It is a feeling. I have experienced it and lets just say it was one of the most beautiful feelings of my life. 

I believe, "Zindagi mein pyaar sirf ek baar hi hota hai, aur agar dobara hogya to vo pehle insaan aapka pyaar nhi, sirf pasand the"

This one's for him:

"Kiya to humne bhi tha saccha pyaar

Lekin kya pata tha aapki dosti  aur fikrr bhi tha dhoka

Varna apne dil ko samjhdete, mtt karo yeh mere yaar

Zindagi nhi degi tumhe judne ka dusra mauka"

(Damn!! Diya Chauhan affecting my heart and soul bro!!)

Love, Nandu