obedient

I am not healing,
I just learn to live with the wrath and pain,
I choose to swallow the words
That might pull the trigger of another
Tragedy.
I choose to ignore the light of anger and sorrow and just find comfort in the
Depths of the dark.
So I could be the good and obedient daughter.
I have to put up with it,
I have to endure it.
Until everything crumble,
So I can be free.

By yours truly,
- 게으른