You're crying
I hold you close
You tell me what's wrong
I promise I'll never leave

You've had a bad day
I sing a song
Make you laugh
That's what friends are for?

Your illness is back
I give you space
I talk without response
Helping?

It's fishy year
All our friends
I hold all y'all up
And support

I'm mother hen
I make sure no one hurts
Yet vulgar language yelled
Because you think it's fun

You don't understand
Bitch is not funny
It's in every sentence
But I am wrong

So I start to drift away
Guilt hurting my body
I have to hold y'all up
My fault my fault

But suddenly I understand
How can it be my fault?
I can not fix you
Only you can do it yourself

So I start to fall
Allow myself to break
Because even the
Strongest ones
Have to shatter

I'm very good at hiding facts
Very good at smiling
No one shall ever know
Not a truth to be told

I'm very good at hiding
Even these new friends I
Haven't told all
Because I don't wish to scare

I'm very good at hiding
And maybe one day you'll say
'I wish I had seen it'
But now is not the time

But for now I'll go with people
Who love me and smile
Because y'all insult me
And I can do it any longer

Every B I'll be gone
With people who listen to my words
I can talk and open up
Because these people listen

I love my friends
I love my family
But there are days
Where I can't take it any longer

No more misery
No more sadness
Today marks a new day
Because I'm slowly trusting

I have to go
So I can smile