Everything doesn't feel right,
The way lived, the way I survived,

I feel something approaching,
I feel slow death,

I feel poisoned,
I feel like I shouldn't have entered this chapter,

I feel weird,
I feel so pushed away,

The world is so grey,
It's so black, I can't see anything,

The world is so dull,
The day alone is just null,

I'm not bored,
But I don't wanna do anything,

I don't feel as connected to the earth anymore,
Like I'm no longer needed,

Like the earth let me go,
Like everything let go,

When I see death,
When I heard people die,

It's like it was meant for me,
But whatsoever did I do?

What did I do to deserve this?

I feel like I'm deep,
In an abyss, and there's no lifting me out,

I don't feel alright,
Like it's my last day,

I feel like I have to say goodbye,
No matter what it takes,

Like my life is already taken.

Everything feels broken,
The colors of the world hasn't spoken,

Everything's quiet, although it's so loud,
What am I not seeing infront me?

Nothing is has it used to be,
This isn't normal like it's supposed to be.