Freezing on fire
Melting on ice;
Stabbing my head,
but it won't suffice.

Night and day,
Grappled with fears.
I am dripping rubies -
my own scarlet tears.

Kill me twice,
Then turn me to powder;
Or burn me to ashes,
Let dust be to ponder.

It's raining flames
on a dreary winter
no more ember
just death on December.