I'm so tired
of fabricating smiles
I'm so tired
of faking laughters
I'm so tired
of dodging bullets
I'm so tired
of lying to myself that I'm okay
when I'm not!

I'm so tired
of playing games
I'm so tired
of being lonely
I'm so tired
of this camouflage
I'm so tired
of trying to be somebody else
that I'm not!

I'm so tired
of being broken
I'm so tired
of being jaded
I'm so tired
of being numb
I'm so tired
of being tired towards everything
when I should not!
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