Regretting not accepting you while you were there for me
Regretting that I took you for granted
Regretting that I couldn't see
Now I wonder what if
If I let you in
Would we be something
Now I see that you were everything I ever wished for
And I threw it away
Seeing how she makes you happy
Seeing how you adore her
Seeing everything you do for her
I wish that I hadn't broke your heart
Twice for the matter
I was seeing blind to your looks so much
I was seeing blind to everything I ever wanted
In front of me
Negative two things to a positive thousands other things
And I was blind
Holding your hoody close to me
Regretting and missing
Our late night and early talks
Constantly
Oh what did I throw away
You were my best friend like my brother
Or that's what I told myself
Truth is I was scared and still is
Scared of what we will become
Scared of a relationship
Scared of no acceptence
Regretting I couldn't just for once push my fears aside
And knowing that it's all my fault makes it even harder to bear