My eyes shy to match yours.
Looking away,
Trying to take a glimpse,
Pretending to be busy,
I find ways.
To avoid your eyes.

The heart aches.
Soul cries.
My reflexes force me.

With gentle moment,
I see you,
having a big smile.

And Shit!
Double Shit!
You turn a little.
Your eyes meet mine.
I quickly see a different side,
and pretend everything is fine.

Inner me ,
keeps on cursing my stupid self.