Warning: contains suicide content
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I couldn't stand it when I saw that she was surrounded by her friends. Tons of fake, plastic friends who tried to get closer to her so they could be popular too.

She was like the only light in this dark world... Or at least my world. She was the one that made the ugly world become beautiful again.

The first time when we met, it was raining. She didn't mind to share her umbrella with me, which made me feel the warmth of this cold world. I wanna tell her, she changed my perspective to this world.

She was so cheerful. She never failed to put a smile on my face, even my mouth was covered with a mask. She told me before, she believed that my mask might cover lots of scars or scary pasts, but my smile would surely be a beautiful one.

I tried to smile, for her.

Every day, I stood in front of the mirror without my mask on. I tried my best to smile.

Only for one day I could take off my mask and kiss her,
and show her that my smile would be as beautiful as she wished.

But, I couldn't.

She thought the world was as bright as she believed. She thought everyone would treat her as nice as she treated others. She thought no one would ever betray her, until one day...

She broke up with a guy she loved the most, and she lost all her friends. She left herself heartbroken, alone. People started to treat her badly as they showed their true colours.

She lost her cheerful and bright smile.

She was so depressed that she didn't want to shine again.

Only if I could tell her...

...her smile was probably the most beautiful things in the world, but she lost it just because of some worthless people.

Only if I could tell her...

...her heart was supposed to be mine, but it slipped to a guy who did not know how to appreciate such an amazing person like her.

Only if I could tell her...

...she brought joy to others, and she would always be the reason why I'm smiling.

Only if I could tell her...

...there's someone else who loves her wholeheartedly. There's someone who will always stand by her. There's someone who will fight along with her. There's someone who will never leave her...

Only if I could tell her...

...I'm that someone.

However... I was just nothing but a coward.

If I did tell her...

...she wouldn't be suffering from all these pains alone, that she jumped.

If I did tell her...

...will there be a happy future for us?

But all the things that left here were just an umbrella, a pair of shoes

...and the sweet memories that she had given to me

Dear Kagura sama, thanks for being the light of my world. I just realised that I love you so much.

Now that you're gone and left me alone,
I'm going to find you.
I'll get a rope and a chair...
...and a sakura as your gift

-❤-end-❤-

Omg wtf am I writing
I'm sure that after a few days when I read this again, I'll feel the cringe from the head to my toes

That's why this is called the cringey yuri oneshot XD

I'm sorry if this oneshot didn't go as how you expected

I should add the word "cringey" at the book title lmao

Anyways, thanks to -SomeoneOdd-, DreyaSele and yuminaka167 for requesting this Hanabi x Kagura

Aaaaand a special sorry note to whoever made a oneshot request in this book: you might have forgotten that you've requested before, as I do the oneshots veryyyyyyyyy late and I'm so sorry about this

Have a nice day!❤

May the gay be with you XD