*But you refused - Part 3

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       💜Tell the truth             *Lie

  Fresh decided to tell the truth. He actually didn't want any help, but dying didn't sound pleasant, either. That was yet another reason why he chose to tell the truth. Fresh took a deep breath and started to talk.

  "I... I've always felt empty... W-well... The most if mah life, anyway..."

  Fresh still refused to look at his brothers. In the end, all he would see would be disappointed or pitiful faces. He didn't want to see those faces. He continued.

  "It was killing me... Tk be able to see ya'll laugh, smile, get angry, cry, get jealous and all... You all looked so... real while I was just an... empty can... Seeing you being able to do all that stuff without trying... made me feel... w-worthless... It looked so e-easy wh-when I looked at you a-all... I've a-always tried but... I never f-felt when I tried... I lost hope." Fresh finished as tears spilled down his cheek bones. He put his face on the covers of Geno and started sobbing.

  Geno and Error looked at each other. No one knew Fresh felt like this.all they thought was that Fresh was just fine mentally. Who would knkw that he was staying awake all night because he was thinking all night long and when the morning came, ha was pretending to be perfectly fine? Who would know that Fresh didn't think that he was worthy to sleep, so he was thinking to keep himself busy? Who knew that the words actually hurt him? Who knew how Fresh just wanted to be free, but never did and never will? Who knew that Fresh had the ability to have enough? Who would know that Fresh was able to give up and never try?

  No one knew any of these. No one even tried to know who he really was and if they did, Fresh wouldn't think that they would help him out of this. Fresh was always a good liar and an actor. He knew how to pretend.

  And now that he was finally able to feel emotions, it was harder. So much more harder than before. All the emotions were just craching him. He wished that he never had emotions. It wouldn't hurt this much if there were none.

  Geno sighed and touched Fresh's head, causing him to tense up slightly, but still continuing to sob. The oldest made little delicate circles on Fresh's head. This was always making Fresh calm down, no matter the situation.

  On the other hand, Error was speechless. These all started to make sense now! How Fresh wanted to talk to him, how Fresh was trying his best to help Geno, how Fresh was praying for Geno to get his luck...

  Error stood still, not knowing what to do. He wasn't glitching, at the least. He was aware of what was going on. Error hugged Fresh again. This time, it was tighter, as big, magical yellow tears formed on the edge of his eye sockets. Now, the two were sobbing. Error was crying louder due to the ribs to Fresh's head made his sobs quieter. The thought of Error losing his baby brother's made Error shiver more. He wanted Fresh. He wanted to hear that annoying voice of Fresh. He wanted to see his face every day. He needed Fresh. More than he knew.

  After some brotherly bonding and sad moments, everyone was calmed down now. Not even the hiccups could be heard (jeez, da hiccups-). Geno lifted Fresh's head to make him be face-to-face with him. Fresh had dark circles under his eye sockets, probably because how much he cried. Geno smiled sadly and spoke.

  "Are you calmer now, bro?"

  Fresh closed his eye sockets and replied by nodding. That was at least a better start. Now that he was calmed down, the big bros could help him feel better.

  Error looked up, too. Seeing his brother calm made him smile softly. He didn't feel like the way he used to be. Error was always the mean one towards Fresh. This was his first ever time hugging Fresh with his consent.

  Geno responded back gently, being careful to sound quiet.

  "Okay. Now, maybe they wouldn't really want us to do this, but..." Geno said as he looked at Fresh, then Error.

  "...How about you two lay here? There are plenty of space, after all!"

  This time, Fresh and Error glanced at each other. They quickly smiled and laid with Geno. Error was at the left, Geno in the middle and on right was Fresh. The snuggled close to Geno, enjoying laying like this after years. This was the first time Fresh actually hugged Geno like this. He hadn't even slept with Geno or Error in his life while two two would always sleep together when Error had a nightmare, a panic attack, a crash or when he just felt like it. This felt nice to Fresh. Why didn't he never tried this before?

  After a long time of sobbing, both Erroor and Fresh were pretty tired. But especially Fresh, since he was just experiencing these emotions. Fresh yawned as he closed his eye sockets. Error closed them too. They both fell asleep while Geno was petting their heads.

The End♡

Here was the end of "*But You Refused", hope I could make ya'll enjoy the ending!I'm also running out of ideas, so I would be glad of you requested if you have something in mind. Never feel embarrassed about your ideas, too! Everyone's ideas are important for me. And if I have some spelling, grammar or vocabulary mistakes, please tell me!

Thank you♡


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