These are the only things I've been able to draw since Monday [minus a couple painfully small schoodles] and I drew them both last night, I feel really bad to be posting something as lackluster as vents after not posting at all, I'm not saying anyone is waiting with baited breath for me to update but you're here for art damnit

[they're both vvvvv mild candy gore, I'm not really okay but please don't worry about me I'm just a bitch]

Didn't think of it then but I'm getting some v smol 'we both reached for the gun' vibes from that one

Heres the schoodles [Cody with a design aspect I haven't talked about yet and hand practice]

I'm sorry to complain but these last few days have drained my emotions dry, and not being able to draw? Yea, that's made things about ten times worse. There were times when I couldn't vent and because of that I could barely think. My thoughts are swirling around in my head and it's hurting even worse than before

It keeps switching around, too, as you can see even the vents I did manage to do were on wildly different topics that were both digging into my skin last night, at the very least I'm making time for drawing next week and this weekend despite finals studying bc I need to make gifts [parts of the ones for people irl, I'm not that cheap] but I still can't vent and it makes me want to scream and yell and bleed and do everything to keep myself from crying

Something happened today, too,, I might make a vent bc I'm still a lil shaken up but to put it lightly, two of my friends got into a huge fight and I got dragged into it, I mean huge by my standards, it's resolved now, but I thought it was my fault all day and I almost cried in chem

I'm sorry for talking so much and I hope I can draw more, selfishly and for the sake of posting regularly, bc I enjoy it and I hate when I can't, I hate it so fucking much