I feel so drained and so done with life that it isn't even funny. The more I look back on certain things, the more demotivated I become.

I feel like dropping my world and just art in general. It will NEVER be interesting to anybody, no matter how hard I try. I can't help but feel like when people say "nice!" Or "looks good" that they wish they didn't flick to that chat. I give so much whenever people post or talk and it feels like I don't get that respect back

So I am coming close to walling myself away from people and stop burdening people by just fucking being around