Why don't someone sit down, I wanted to speak, let me tell you, let me tell all bout my ridiculous dreams. Dangerous, as it is seen and I'm pleading, I plead.

These thoughts are what made me what I'm meant to be.

Wee-woo wee-woo, oh what's that I hear? Oh right these line up my queue of fears. Falling beneath expectations, succumbing to imagination. What? I'm a clout chaser? F*ck you I've sinned far, far greater.

I'm a boy, with electric wills, grounded nights. Never one for nightmare but I'd see you try but what was that? We live in a society?

Well I can't imagine a day you f*ckers were beside me!

I've been going through the mud, going through the pain that you gave. What did all that cost me? Just left me disdained. You let me claw to the hound and fed me to your bounds now I'm stuck in the sandpit, where I'm yet to be found!

Yet I'm villain? Get your f*cking noggin straight. B*tch please, I kill myself day after day after day after day after day! I'm my own worst nemesis. I've been my own genesis. I've been my own cause, and where did I end up? Oh yeah I'm still a lost cause.

I know I'm crazy and I know I'm still young. "Oh you got a life ahead" oh boy what a line you have sung! I'm excited for life, correction. WAS excited. Now I hate myself more than life and I can't hide it.

Writing f*cked up books where everyone dies? Yeah that's my cue, that's...wait who am I? Someone who's got no remorse? Someone with no soul?

Yeah I shattered years ago, when you left me in control! AARGH!

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BE SOMEONE BETTER, BUT I'VE CHANGED SO MUCH FOR Y'ALL. THE OLD ME CAN'T REMEMBER. WHAT I'VE DONE?! OH NO THIS IS A NEVER ENDING SIN.

OH GOD, I'M STARTING TO LOSE IT AGAIN. LET ME SCREAM WHEN I'M IN A COFFIN, NAILED IN! CAUSE I'M HERE FOR A LAUGH AND THEY ALL HATE ME SO IM HERE TO MAKE YOU SMILE, THE ONLY WAY I'M LEAVING.

don't cry, when I'm leaving. cause I'm not at all...sad. when I'm dying, believe me. when I tell you I ain't...mad.
I've been in an empty road, stuck up on the phone, got a call that never got picked up. In the rain, all alone. I'm venting cause all I serve is f*cked up.

[ Dreams ]

yes I know this feels incomplete but that's how the story goes. You just go on and on and you just ZIP at one point. Stop taking. But I'll make the full version if you guys really want it. I might need a few votes on that though..