*no, that's not the name. I'm weird and I can't decide on names...*

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It hurts to en-vi-sage you moved on....
Yeah it hurts, love..... I wasn't the one. (For you)
Who fills that gap of mine? Was our 'love' a lie?
Love, there's no replacing you in my mess of a mind...

Was all those months a hoax? Tell me love....
Why did I end up in an empty house?
I can't forget you or forgive myself
And this candle of love I lit, won't be doused...

Tell me.
     Is he kissing those lips? Is he pushing you down?
     Is he holding you close? Taking the higher ground?
     Is he giving you love? love I couldn't give you?
     But I'm left alone, the pain; it starts to imbue...

Did I fail being yours?
Did I fail at it at all?
Was I the broken cause?
Was I the cause of our fall?

Cause I still remember my eyes in tears, and yours; dry.
You were the aggressor whom I couldn't; pa-cify.

Tell me.

Tell me love.

I've grown to hate...

This fake*ss love.....

You didn't break down; you came not pulling back your p-un-ches.
And proved to show that I should have known.
Such good friends, tried to warm but I didn't lis-ten.
Should have known the labour of your love.

And now I'm in this empty house.
Choking breaths and teary eyes. (oh)

Wailing all my worries; out...

I know, I know that my mind can't move on.
So I fill the void with an a-gony filled shout. (oh)

I should have known...
I. Should. Have. Known.

Angels tear you down.
Turn that smile upside down...

Tear you down...

Smiles turned upside down....

Tear you down...

Smiles turned upside down....

Tell me.
     Is he kissing those lips? Is he pushing you down?
     Is he holding you close? Taking the higher ground?
     Is he giving you love? love I couldn't give you?
     But I'm left alone, the pain; it starts to imbue...   

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