June 26th.
The day after my birthday.
The one day I don't want to exist.
....
I had to make this days- weeks even, before today. It's a surprise if this even gets published on the exact date..
Just- leave me alone.
No, I don't want to talk about it. Yes, I'm fine for now, but I don't know how long that will last. Yes, I need a hug, but Covid-19 is out there and I don't want to be the reason any of you get sick. No, I can't shut myself off from the world even if I wanted to, because I have to go to school to make two test today.
No, I don't need you to come to me when I'm at the verge of tears, because that'll only make it worse..
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Yes, I shouldn't bottle up this feeling I have, but it's the only way I know of dealing with it without breaking..
..Not that the mask I'm wearing isn't already cracking..
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