So Jake called me annoying earlier. Probably to tease me. But he doesn't realize the smallest action or smallest thing can hurt me. This morning he dismissed me with a small wave, and it felt like a punch to the stomach. I didn't know what I did to get that. Then he gave my phone to our friend, who gave it back to Jake and Jake hid it in his backpack and wouldn't give it back. *Sigh* I like him so much; but what if he is already thinking us over.

And Robin today. He grabbed my hand for a few seconds. Idk. It made me go nervous and my body go cold; I don't have feelings for him. But idk. I always get sluggish when things like that happen. But I don't get the feeling I get when Jake and I hug. That's an amazing feeling.