Josiah and I finally hung out since my bonfire. It was just him and I for about an hour and a half, at the 4th of July celebration. It was....awesome. We just talked, and talked, and it wasn't awkward. It was nice.

I was trying to get over him, but well, I guess that plan failed. I'm in love with this boy, and now I know it. He leaves for college August 22nd though ((I start school August 1st -.-)) So I don't think a relationship is really in question.

Then we found a bunch of chorus peoples, and we chilled with them. And then the fireworks and it was like it was just him and I in the moment, and we relaxed, and it was great. My friend Chris scared the crap out of me, and Josiah like, shot up, before we both realized it was Chris. Aha.

Oh. Jake texted me too. Only because he was asking for me to give Chris his number. I was a little mad, as I really didn't want to speak to this guy. But, Alas, Josiah and I had a great time. :) As friends of course....((I wish more but you know.))