I distract myself.
I distract myself with ice cream to make my mouth taste sweetness that I lack.
I distract myself with junk foods to remind me that I'm junk as well.
I distract myself with funny memes to remind me how childish I am.
I distract myself with hot showers to cool down my cold heart.

I distract myself.
I distract myself with electronic devices to keep me away from reality behind my back.
I distract myself with beautiful sights to remind myself that I'm not beautiful as them.
I distract myself with emotional pain to keep me away from physical pain.
I distract myself with people to remind myself that I'm lonely internally.

I distract myself from myself.
I distract myself with fixing other people's problems to avoid mine.
I distract myself with horrible things that damage myself.
I distract myself by making me feel fat and ugly to forget how I was born.

I distract myself from everything.