so i am taking a small break for a few reasons. i will still be on wattpad so you can text me and things like that and i will answer and stuff along those guide lines. there just will be no updates on my brother, his best friend and the Swedish goof book as that is my main focus at the moment. i will just be working on three other things that are not public books.

1. so i am writing a book for the just write it thing and i am paying full attention to that as i take long to write things and it needs my full attention to write it because i have thirty days and as you know my chapters are long about two thousand to five thousand words long so they take longer than others and i want that done and over with.

2. i broke my laptop at home so the only times i will be able to write is at the weekends every fortnight because i get the main computer at home. also me and my sister have to share my mums work laptop and i have to wait until she gets home from work and stuff and some days it will be my day and some day my sisters. so i am going to use that time i get on the laptop on my just write it story or on other things

3. i'm starting school on Wednesday so i just want to be ready for school and stuff so i am focused on it because i want a good life thank you. i am not a school nerd i just want to do some good in school and this also means updates will be slow or not i'm not sure because i am addicted to wattpad i'm on wattpad mainly all the time writing because i love writing so much. i only read late at night when i am trying to relax but reading action packed detective books is not so relaxing in a way but who cares its good stuff.

4. everyone tells me that the internet is bad for my health because my brains time and my bodies time is all out of wack. i sleep at five in the morning and wake up at half one in the afternoon. i get tired at five in the morning and i am rested at one in the morning and thats is not good. most people have said i have insomnia as well and i think there right so i am trying to get my body used to normal sleeping times and stay off wattpad will help me with that.

5. we have started to travel more as in we go out more to see my dad because of his wedding which i don't care about. he thinks i am going to the wedding. fuck that. i hope he knows i'm not going. i hate my dad for many reasons. i have told him i'm not going and he always says "stop playing". i keep telling him it with more seriousness each time but he says the same thing. your probably thinking sage don't be so awkward but i am not attending some mans wedding who left my mum while she was incredibly sick so we had to have my Nan come and help us. the man who had an affair and is marrying the woman he had an affair with and he woman he had an affair with expects the girl who saw the affair happen to attend the day. the man who never told the woman he was having an affair with it was an affair and told her they broke up a year ago. the man who got the woman who had an affair with pregnant and didn't even bother telling his two daughters and step son and he didn't even tell his son the one child he had that lived with him. the man who never believed in me. the man who didn't care about me. the man who would leave my mum to do all the work around the house to go to the gym and never appreciated how hard mum was working. the man who ruined my mums heart and ruined her. the man who doesn't support my sexuality. the man who hates the first guy whos made me happy and tried to split us up. so yeah if he thinks i am going he can go fuck himself so hard he dies of a sad death of fucking. that was the best thing i have ever written in the world i think you could agree.

so theirs the reasons i got a tad bit carried away there but yeah i am taking a break from writing the books i am except this the book me so sorry about that. its not gonna be long though probably a month long. so yeah bye for now ^_^