Today, at nap time, my close friend Tavie said, "With your heartless personality, you can't do anything in society. Whatever you understand, I don't care.". Those words made my heart ache and make me think.

Am I that heartless? Well, I know I'm a pretty carefree and careless person. But to the point where my best friend has to say it's not okay at all. I have a hobby of reading comics, so I often read them in my free time. But Tavie said "You read Manga so much that life becomes black and white.", it made me very sad. Tavie is also much more reserved these days, she probably has something on her mind.

I really respect Tavie, she is a serious and trustworthy person, just a little anger issues. It's hard for me to understand what other people want and it's also hard for others to understand me. I rarely care what people say, and get angry when something goes against my will. I think Tavie is right, but I was saddened by the way she delivered it. It's kind of... too blunt, like I'm being insulted or sarcastic.