Dear diary

Mom told me she hated me today I feel so sad
The one I love the most said that she hates me
I don't know what's the point if I live anymore
I regret telling her
I regret making this decision
Today for the first time I wished that I should've never been born
What a life
I feel so empty
Do you know why mom told me she doesn't want to see me again?
It was because I told her about my sexuality.
Oh well I no longer have the will to love anyone anymore
I regret this
Now I better move as soon as possible
My father is never home and so is my mom but I don't want to stay in this house.
Mom was the most precious creature for me
I thought it was mutual
But no.
I don't think I'll get over this
I thought for a minute that I was prepared for the consequences
But it came out that I wasn't ready at all