Guys I'm getting really anxious and crap right now...

My friend keeps telling me that since I'm helping her out with getting with her crush she'll help me get with mine and I'm scareeedd...

He's super sweet and nice and smart and a jock and then there's me... quiet, not so smart, weird, awkward, band geek.

Ugh... she keeps telling me she's 'gonna help me' and it's just making me feel kind of worse about the whole thing because I haven't talked to this guy in a long time and I'm 99% sure that he'll reject me completely...

Which just thinking about it makes me want to actually cry...