I hate my life so much right now

My parents just split up before they got married, my mom felt like my dad didn't love her because he didn't act like it, and when my mom asked why he proposed to her, he shrugged, this happened about a month ago, I had wattpad at the time but I never used it and I forgot about it at the time, but when it happened I was looking up fanfics and I came across wattpad and I decided to use it a lot more, it's like my escape from the world, thank you for kinda helping me through this, I might have anxiety, I don't know for sure but I have a weird feeling when I am around most people, (the people I don't have the weird the weird feeling around are the people I trust like my friends, my brother, and you guys, well, my friends), and I have been crying a lot, just please continue helping me by being nice and being yourselves during this dark time, and please...

Please stop this madness