Feelings

Shresha pov:

They've perfectly set the lunch on the beach side.
"Hey kavs,welcome both of you.we've just planned to make today's lunch special,so I thought why not visit both of you too.please come on"Rahul welcomed us.

Why the hell is he welcoming only kavya but not me.Is he avoiding me,but why? i should be the one to do that man!! he kissed me..ok!i kissed him too but we have to talk about it right,instead of ignoring each other.

The tent was perfectly set on a beach shore!

We went in and we sat down,next to me is kavs and beside her is arjun and on the other side of me is karthik.rahul is sitting opposite to me and next to him is that blonde.

Since the time I have arrived he hasn't even spoken a word to me. Forget about word!he didn't even glance at me.

Yesterday he was like I was the most precious one to him,and he handled me like a porcelain doll.he made me experience many unknown feelings and now what's he doing.As much as i want to ignore him,I'm not able to do that.why?i mentally slapped myself for feeling something for him.

By anychance does he regret what we've experienced yesterday.does he think of it as an mistake.but why am I feeling sad for this.

Why can't I able to see him with an other girl.,why can't i stop myself from looking at him minute to minute and why can't I stop all these feelings for him.moreover,why's he not looking at me.

Rahul why don't you taste this salmon dish it's utterly awesome with the cream,taste once!she forwarded her spoon towards his mouth.
"Ummmmmm...mmm!!!! Heaven babe!!"
That's it this situation is just like adding fuel to the fire.

I don't want to be here anymore!

Karthik, Arjun "me and kavya are going! I just got message from mom to come home...I think it's something important,please execuse us!"

But!!kavya started something to ask and I just nudged her to keep her mouth shut! I don't want to be here for one minute even.

One last glance at rahul and he doesn't seemed like he care.
It hurts...
I silently walked away from there..kavya has been continuously asking me what has happened...but I'm in no mood to answer so I've told her I'll tell her later.

I straightly went to my room and asked my mom to not to disturb me till dinner as I'm having head ache.

I just want to sleep forget all these things...but I couldn't!
Anxiety is just growing from level to level about him,I just want to know what he is feeling for me.
Why his ignorance is hurting me so much
Till he didn't enter into my life I don't care about how it is...but without my conscience
I've started dressing up,
I've welcomed unknown feelings,
I've started attending parties,
All these changes in me for him or because of him....I don't know!
I don't want to get into all these feelings but I couldn't stop myself anymore.
But at one point he treats me like a doll and today he behaved like he doesn't care about me.
It's hurting...why couldn't I stop my tears anymore!It's like I can't breathe at this moment...I want something to get relief...may be someone...maybe HIM.Why is my heart aching so much for his actions and words.
Why is my body reacting to his touch.
Why is it like a thousand needles prickled my heart.
I felt it...I felt the hurt...I felt the ignorance...I felt the love.
Love.
Do I love him.
But it's just been a few weeks since we've met.does it happen.
What am I feeling is true love!
God!I'm in love with rahul Malhotra the biggest jerk on planet.
But no it should just be within me.
I shouldn't force him into any relationship.
I completely understand what he feels for me today...and I completely felt the ignorance today.
But the thing is I love you rahul Malhotra.
I smiled to myself...I don't know what to do with you rahul Malhotra...what are you upto!

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