Please note: This part has an act of suicide in it. If you become uncomfortable at any point, you can skip the part. (However I do suggest reading at least some of it, just for the sake of sweetness + understanding what happens. But if you're not okay with that, that's okay too.)

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"Y/n! Please open the door!" Kirishima said from outside my dorm room door. I closed my eyes as I laid on my bed with my hands over my mouth. Kiri and everyone had been taking turns for hours now trying to get me to open the door. It was at the point now that I was surprised that they hadn't just broken the door down.

I didn't answer as I got off my bed and grabbed my winter coat and crept over to my window. I climbed out of it and carefully dropped down to the ground. I slipped my coat on, and started walking away from campus. 

I wiped my tears away as soon as they were falling cause I was scared that they might freeze to my face. I sighed as I finally had silence for the first time in hours. It was dark now, so it was even colder than I thought it was going to be.

I walked for about an hour kind of doing circles around a square block in the city. When finally my phone rang. It was Kiri.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Where are you?" He asked me.

"Finally broke my door down did you?" I asked him. I decided I didn't want to keep walking in a circle and started walking across a bridge that sat about fifty feet above a river.

"Where are you?" He asked me again.

"On a walk." I told him.

"Y/n, tell me where you are." He told me.

"I'm at the bridge. Why?" I asked him and stopped walking. I was at the center of the bridge and I leaned against the railing as I looked down at the water.

"Because I want to be with you right now." He told me, and his breathing became heavy all of a sudden. He was running.

"Kiri I want to be alone right now." I told him.

"Well that's not what you need right now." He told me.

"And what do I need Kiri?" I asked him. 

"You need friends, and people that actually care about you." He told me and I laughed, into my hand trying not to cry even more. It didn't work.

"No, Kiri what I need." I told him and took my jacket off. "Is a fresh start."

"Don't say that." He told me. I set my coat down on the ground.

"It's true." I said, and climbed up onto the railing.

"This is exactly why you need to be around people that care about you." He said, and I could hear the wind through his side of the phone.

"No, this is exactly why I need to be alone right now." I said and dropped my phone. It fell back and landed on my jacket on the ground. 

"Y/n!" I heard Kiri, but I couldn't tell if it was from in the distance or through the phone that I heard him.

I looked down at the water, and it looked so clear. So cold. So frosty cool, and calming. Despite chunks of ice was flowing through it, it was calm and peaceful.

"Y/n!" I heard again, and this time I could tell he was in the distance. I turned my head, and running towards the bridge was Kiri, with everyone behind him. I smiled, that I got to see him one last time. Before I closed my eyes and let myself fall forwards.