Sorry guys, but whenever I tell anyone at my school (Sami was absent and I, for some reason, didn't tell Derek) just thinks I'm kidding or says "don't say that!" and goes on with their life. I really need some support though, and I know I can always come to you guys.
This is what I really hate to say :

Yup.
Sorry! I really shouldn't be whining to you guys about this, yet here I am. Really sorry, but I needed people to tell who would listen.